Hell Boy finds his Ghost Girl. -Lil Peep

¥Chap 18¥

Now that Gus is back in my house he's been able to help me with my panic attacks. I stopped taking xans as much and that's why i'm having panic attacks. Bexey is coming back in town which i'm excited for. Not because we'll do anything but because i can talk to him. Currently i'm getting wasted in the living room. Spilling vodka all over my $10,000 table and my blue velvet couch. Big rip to them. but it's okay. I'm about 10 shots deep and the door opens. I look up to see Gus. "Lily... what are you doing?" He says closing the door behind him. "Throwing a pity party." i made out and laughed. "Care to join?" I add. He shrugs and grabs the shot out of my hand and drinks it. He does this with the others lined on my coffee table. We were in 15 min of drinking together and me and him are already wasted. "Lily i want to fuck the brains out of you right now" He said very seriously. i chuckled. "Yea okay." He looks at me with a straight face. "I mean it." I get up and walk to my bedroom. He follows getting the memo. I'm standing there looking at him. He grabs my face gently and kisses my lips. He pulls away and grabs a hold of my neck and pulls me closer. Then he aggressively kisses me again. We start to rip our clothes off getting into my bed. He kisses down my whole body. Placing his lips over my entrance. I feel his hit breath there making me tingle. Soon his tongue is being flicked all around. slurping. licking. sucking....

I wake up under my covers with a massive headache. With arms wrapped around me. I remember last night. it was great. i missed gus. I wiggle out of his grasp and walk to my dresser. I put my clothes on and head to the bathroom. I look in the mirror. I'm a mess. Jesus. As i'm looking in the mirror gus walks in and smiles. He stands be hind me and puts his hands on my shoulders. "What you doing pal" He said chuckling. "Looking at how messy i look." I said turning around looking up at him. "You aren't messy." he said walking out of the bathroom. "Put some clothes on loser." I said pushing him and walking to the kitchen. I open the fridge and see absolutely nothing. "GUSSSSS" I yell slamming the fridge. all i hear is 'hm' in return. "I'm going to the store. i'll see you in an hour." I say to him. "Want me to come too?" He says grabbing the keys. "If you want." i shrug in return. he nods and follows me.

We got to the store and he said he'd wait in the car. So i just went in and got everything. But once i got back to the car gus left the keys and he wasn't in there. I checked my phone and he said he had an emergency to attend to. I mentally rolled my eyes at this. Whatever though. Once i get back to the house i just kind of mope around. I wanted to come home and make some food for him. Yah know. Typical cutsie relationship stuff. Whatever.

It's around 1 in the morning. all day i've been watching movies. but just now Gus walks in the door. "Where have you been." I asked him not moving. "Don't worry about it." He says sounding faded as hell. I scoff.  "Whatever." I respond back quietly. He walks straight to his old room and slams the door. I walk to the door and softly knock on it. "Gus.." I say softly. I hear a sniffle. "Go away" He says in an aggressive tone. I jiggle the door knob but it's locked. So i find a pen and push it into the door knob unlocking it. "What the fuck Lily." He says getting up from a chair. I push my self into the room ignoring him and closing the door behind me. "Gus." I say standing against the door. "What the fuck do you want." He yells causing me to flinch a little. He comes towards me and his in my face. "Why are you acting like this." I ask staring into his eyes. "Because i'm tired of all the bullshit." He says while still in my face. "What do you mean?" i say crossing my arms. "I'm tired of getting hurt Lily." He says with pain in his voice. I laugh. He just looks at me. "Gus. You get hurt because you hurt other people. you cheated on me. and i'm still here. But i've never done ANYTHING to you. EVER." I said leaving the room. "Lily..." He says coming to the living room with me...

uh. okay hello i'm back. 😅😅