It has been two months after the incident.
But to me he wasn't gone. I would see him... I could hear him. He constantly still spoke to me. It confused me. I talked to my roommate Camila... She said it was just shock. i guess she was right. I don't know though.
It would happen so much. Nothing helped me ever. I have been going to therapy now. I'm running out of my money though. I refuse to get a job. That is too much stress.
"Lily.. You need to get up. You need to go to the gym or find a job. Anything Lily come on." His voice said. I hated hearing his voice. I loved it at the same time. It was comforting. That was until I would think harder about it. I just laid there in my bed. I refused to get up. I have no motivation. Camila has been trying her hardest to help me. She has her own life to live though.
"Okay fine Lily. I have been nice but guess what. You have finally disappointed me." When I heard his voice say this it felt like everything around me just stopped. My heart hurt. I starting crying. Gus wouldn't have wanted me to lay here and mope around. I have turned into someone who isn't me what so ever. And with that. I got out of bed.
For the past 4 hours i had gotten ready and made myself look presentable. I'm going to get a job. And I will make Gus proud of me.
Sorry I don't write much. No motivation.
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Hell Boy finds his Ghost Girl. -Lil Peep
Teen FictionGustav Åhr Aka Lil Peep meets a fan but soon falls in love with her. As she does for him. There's a lot of struggle in their relationship but no matter what they always go back to eachother.
