Gustav Åhr Aka Lil Peep meets a fan but soon falls in love with her. As she does for him. There's a lot of struggle in their relationship but no matter what they always go back to eachother.
Once again me and Bexey were going to hookup. I decided to drink before I did it. Hate sex is the best sex. After I took my last drink of fireball. It happened. (Insert awkward scene that i don't feel like writing).
After evrything happened with Bex we cuddled up on the bed together. I was drunk out of my mind and in 1 hour the party started. Gus still hadn't showed up. Me being bold and shit I picked Gus's phone up and called Layla. "Um...Hello?" She answered. "Hi Layla. Please send my boyfriend home. Thanks" I said in a sweet fake tone. "Yea.. Alright." She responded then i hung up. Me being me i decided to post a picture of the marks left behind by Bex. This recieved a lot of comments. Everyone thought Gus did it. I just smirked. I walked out of the bedroom and waited on the couch which was 10 feet away from the door. Bex came out in a new outfit and sat next to me. He wasn't drunk but he started drinking. I heard the door open slowly causing me to rise. "Well well well. Look what the slut dragged him." I said walking towards Gus. "How is she?" I responded. He just looked at me full of guilt. "Well you can't talk look at you" he said pointing at me. I shook my head. "If you missed her so much then you can have her. I don't care." I said pushing him towards the door. "Okay fine. Seeya Lily." Gus said leaving. I just stood there. I didn't think he was going to actually leave. Soon people were going to start to show up so i just locked the door and told Bexey not to answer the door.
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I laughed to myself when I saw this. Whatever. He can have whoever he wants and if he wants her then I don't care. I do care but. He doesn't so.
Time skip because i'm lazy and idk what to write lol
It's been a few days and Gus hasn't contacted me at all. While i was somewhere he got a lot of his shit out of my house. I decided i needed to change. Move in too. Me and Bexey live at my apartment. we haven't done anything since that night. He's only staying for 1 more day then i'll be alone. All alone. By myself. "Lily. I have to go." Bexey said coming into my room. "WHAT i thought you had one more day." I said hugging him. "Me too babygirl me too but i have to go now." He said kissing my forehead and hugging me. I sighed. "I'm gonna miss you. And i'll still miss him." I said chuckling. We talked for like 2 more minutes then he left. I sighed and sat on my bed.
Lily 💔@/ddylils All alone in a lonely world.
After i tweeted that many people were wondering why gus was posting layla. i just responded with the shrug emoji. Stupid. So stupid. Out of no where it all hit me. I was crying. Then i started full on sobbing. Then i couldn't breathe. I was freaking out. I was having a panic attack. My anxiety was so bad. worse than it has ever been. I haven't been on my medicine in forever. Gus helped me through it all and now he isn't here. So i texted him.
Regular- Lily Bold- Gus
Lils🥀 Gus.
Hellboy💔 what.
Lils🥀 im having a panic attack and i don't have my xanax. i can't breathe gussie
Hellboy💔 omw.
After about 10 minutes i heard a knock on my door. I was still sobbing but i could breathe again. As soon as i opened the door and just saw Gus standing there, I dropped to the floor crying harder. I couldn't breathe again. "Oh baby.." Gus said very sadly while picking me up and carrying me to the couch. He hugged me while humming Teen Romance. He stroked my hair. "Gus.. i miss you" I whispered hiccuping. "I miss you too. But you hurt me." He said softly. "Gus. You realize you lied to me saying you were doing something with Bex and went to her house. That hurt me so bad. I'm glad to know i'm not good enough." I mumbled the last part. "No baby! Don't say that!" Gus cried out. "You are good enough. In fact you're perfect." He said holding me tighter. "Doesn't seen that way." I said sobbing again. Gus just sat there humming. Playing with my hair. While i sobbed. I needed to get this out. I'm glad Gus was here.
Okay so i got lazy mid through but. Next chapter i'll make it up. I hope (: alright see ya
