Hell Boy finds his Ghost Girl. -Lil Peep

¥ Chap 28 ¥

It has been a few days since i have seen Gus. That day felt like a goodbye for some odd reason. And that weird feeling telling me that it was a goodbye was correct.. 

My phone was being blown up.

I immediately went to safari and searched his name. I didn't want to see what people were texting me...

LIL PEEP, RAPPER WHO BLENDED

HIP-HOP AND EMO, IS DEAD AT 21

Lil Peep, who over the last two years emerged as one of pop music's brightest and most promising young talents, blending the urgency and dexterity of contemporary hip-hop with the raw, serrated sentimentality of emo, died on Wednesday night in Tucson. He was 21.

A spokesman for the Tucson Police Department said Lil Peep was pronounced dead on his tour bus at approximately 9 p.m. He had been scheduled to perform at a club called the Rock. Detectives found evidence suggesting that the rapper died of an overdose of the anti-anxiety medication Xanax.

Wow. It was... He was... I don't know. I have no words right now. I sit here staring at my phone. No emotions. I hear someone bust into my apartment. I hear someone open my door to my bedroom and try to speak to me. Sounds become fuzzy. My vision goes black. My face grows hot. Suddenly tears are forming and as they are forming they are falling down my face. He was no longer apart of this earth. 

He evolved. 

Not all love stories have happy endings but I thought maybe. JUST MAYBE. Ours would. Well im gullible and stupid. That's what...

"Lil stop crying." I heard his voice... 

It made me cry harder.

I finally stopped crying and I talked to Bexey. He came to talk to me. He ended up leaving because he had some stuff to deal with.

"Hey it's okay." I heard his voice again. 

I looked up from my phone and He was there. In front of my eyes. I sat there shocked. 

"I'll miss you..you know that right." He said again. I sat there in the same position.

"Say something." He said...

"You are not real. Get out of my head." I said crying and tugging at my hair. I begged for the image to go away because now was not the right time to be seeing him. He just had a passing into his evolving and I did not want to see him right away. It hurt.

"I am here to help you. I'll help you cope. Since you are obviously not ready to live your life with out me." He said to me. 

"You need to live a normal life." He spoke again.

"No leave." I screamed tugging harder at my head.

I opened my eyes and I didn't see him...

Life was going to be rough. 

I closed my eyes again and breathed.

"Lily... Let me help you." It sounded as if he had whispered it right into my ear.

 OKAY big turn of events. but this book is getting close to the end. I started writing this a year ago so i need to end it and start something new. But for now enjoy this weird ass book lmfao.