Always a big deal •Ashton Irwin•

Chapter 10

I woke up with the sound of heavy breathing, opened my eyes and looked up to realize my head was laying on Ashton's chest who was still sleeping.I don't remember falling asleep or laying almost on top of him but he didn't seem bothered at all.I checked my phone and once I saw that I was still eight in the morning I feel back to sleep.I must have been sleeping for a couple hours when I heard a wishper close to my ear.I felt a hand rubbing my shoulder gently and opened my eyes to see what was going on.

"Sory,I have to wake you up beautiful." Ashton wishpered in my ear.

"What happened?" I rubbed my eyes and yawned lightly.

"My phone is ringing and I can't reach it.It'll wake up everyone if I don't pick it up."

"Oh,okay." I moved away from his body.He answered his phoned and walked towards the kitchen to talk.He stayed there for a couple minutes and then sat right back next to me.

"Come here,sorry I woke you up." He pulled my body closer to his just like we were sitting before.

"Sorry I was all over you last night."

"No problem.Did you sleep well?" He said and placed his hand around my shoulders just before.

"Yeah,actually I did.Although I don't remember falling asleep last night." I felt his warm hand against my bare shoulder and it made my muscles relax.

"You fell asleep at the first twenty minutes of the movie."He let a small laugh escape his mouth."Oh,and you kinda talk in your sleep."

"No I don't!" I defended myself.I had no idea I talked in my sleep,I was really scared when people sleeping next to me did that.

"Yes you do!They're like quiet wishpers.I think it's adorable and very entertaining." He gave me a smile and opened the Tv scrolling through the channels.We stayed like this the whole time.We watched cartoons once again and I couldn't understand why that boy loved them so much.People  started coming downstairs and we immidiately drifted apart from eachother.We waited until everyone was up,cleaned the whole house and headed back home.I said goodbye to Ashton not knowing when I'll see him again but I was too shy to do anything about it.Atleast I'll have some memories with this kid.

I spent the rest of my Sunday inside not doing anything at all,until I decided to call Kristie and Taylor to come over.They said they'd be there in half hour and all I had to do was wait.They both arrived at the same time and we went upstairs to my room.

"So what did you think about last night?" I asked Kristie as she and Taylor sat in my bed.

"It was lovely.The best surprise ever! I had a great time." I sat in a chair next to my desk listening to her words.

"I think that someone else had a really good time too." Taylor added.

"Well,I'm glad you had fun."

"Oh,shut up! You know I was talking about you." I had actually figured it out but avioded that talk completely in vain.

"Yeah,I had fun too." I shortly responded.

"You know you're not getting away with this so you better start talking." Same old Kristie...

And so, I talked. They've seen most but they were willing to hear it once more.

"Seems like you got over that breakup quickly after all." I know both of them thought so but only Kristie had the confidence to speak her mind.

"You know how I feel about it.I wasn't you know, really hurt but I felt really bad for him after all.And I've realized that it deprived me a lot.I haven't drew ever since and haven't talked to Scott for no reason.I think I'll text him right now." I haven't realized that until now.I was scrolling through my contacts and a name I haven't seen in them before caught my eye.It was Ashton's, but I can't remember changing phone numbers or anything.

"This is weird." I mumbled to myself.

"What?" Taylor heard my spoken thoughts.

"I have Ashton's number in my phone, but I can't remember changing numbers with him." I don't know how I ended up with his number but I definitely knew Kristie wouldn't let this opportunity for me fly by.

"I think you should text him instead."  She said exactly what I thought she would.

"I'm not sure about it." I said and texted Scott like I intended to.

"At least ask him about his phone number or something." After a lot of persuading going on from my two friends I ended up texting both Scott and Ashton all night.It was way over midnight and the girls had already left.A while before leaving we had a small ''what if" talk about me and Ashton becoming a couple and that really got me thinking. I didn't say anything to the girl but this idea was all over my mind. I was thinking that maybe it was my fault that David and I broke up, maybe I was the problem in our relationship. I might be waiting for a perfect relationship like the ones we read on books and fan fictions and can settle for something else. I might not be the relationship type, but I want to. I can't be alone forever, I want that special person to spend the rest of my life with. But what if I can't be in a relationship because of me and always blame something else. I don't know how to deal with myself after that thought.

After a few minutes of texting and thinking I said goodnight to both boys and tried to get some sleep.I found out that Scott would be gone the whole summer, leaving on his father's house. As far as Ashton is concerned his saved his phone number in my phone while I was sleeping and invited me to their first band rehearsal tomorrow. He was hoping I would find his number and text him and was really glad his master plan actually worked.

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A/N: I can't really tell the size of this chapter cause I'm writing it on my phone  but I'm pretty sure it's small.

Anyway maybe this isn't the best fan fic but thanks to everyone who is reading!