Silence || Tyler Joseph

Trees

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Tyler
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"No. Fuck you."

"What do you mean with fuck you exactly?" I raised my eyebrow at Josh smirking slightly.

He chuckled a bit and sighed.

Today Clara was unavailable. She had work.

That's what she told me.

I was in my and Josh's apartment talking about what we should do... with a new song that has been in my mind.

So stuck deep inside my brain.

It's eating my mind so harshly.

Josh, however didn't seem to like it. He said it's something too romantic.

So what if it's romantic? It's always a song and feelings coming truly from me.

Was I supposed to fake how I feel?

"Josh, seriously. Think about it."

He hummed lightly and bit his lip, which was a habit of his.

Josh is an attractive man, he plays drums, has a charming smile, buff body and is very nice.

And what am I?

A fool. A fucking corpse jealous of his own friend.

I got up from the couch and went to the balcony. I needed some fresh air.

He's trying to break me once again, isn't he?

I stood in front of the view. Was I watching or was it watching me?

Crazy. Insane. What is this thinking? Of course it's not smart, it's pointless. What can you obtain with such a question in life? Nothing. That's what.

My gaze went towards a blossomed tree. It had such bright leaves.

I felt like a leaf. But not this type of leaf that is in front of me.

Don't you know? We are just like leaves.

Think about it my friend, we are born on a tree, tiny and colorful.

As time passes we see changes in the weather and ourselves.

We change. Day by day.

Sprint. It's our joy, our brightest moment in our life. When we are carefree and little. We don't have problems. We have dreams.

Then comes summer. It's a little hard to stay hydrated in this season isn't it? We look at our friends and family, being happy they're still with us and how much we've accomplished. It stresses us to know we're alive.

Autumn. That's when some fall. We've reached such a point in our life that we ask ourselves so many whys. Wow, we're so lucky. I mean look your friend just fell from the tree. It eats you mentally that you're the next.

Winter. Our sweet abyss to thee end. Our sweet eternal sleep. Take a look at the trees, you are of the few who survived all four seasons. It was totally worth was it? You share your last smile and then gracefully fall into your sweet slumber.

"Tyler... I don't usually tell you this, but I'm so glad we're friends." Josh voice from behind me startled me a little bit.

"I'm so glad as well Josh."