Silence || Tyler Joseph

The reality and it's questions

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Clara
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The joy in me was unbelievable.

Have you ever felt joy when you talk with somebody and they listen to you carefully and actually think it like you?

Me and Tyler.

Of course there were many things on which he was negative, but it still made me happy to talk with him.

Poor boy, he had given his sanity for this reality.

Reality is just a neutral element.

We give a positive or negative impact on it.

It really depends on how you're thinking even right now.

Do you feel sad? I feel happy.

I think I'm crazy because of how I'm talking to myself.

Do you too?

I'm sorry. I ask too much.

"Could pass me the phone, please?" I asked softly Tyler who was staring intensely on my phone.

He was watching a film. But what film? I have no idea.

He raised his head and looked at me with a perplexed expression causing me to raise my eyebrow at him.

"Donnie Darko." He whispered lowly and passed me the phone.

I looked at the film's title and saw the name of what he just said.

"Y-You... You should watch it... It's my favorite film... It's not pointless." He continued talking a little bit insecure.

I nodded and controlled on my phone if I had gotten any messages.

Nothing.

Even if I tried to concentrate on my phone my mind would like always drift on Tyler. Who was now playing with his hands.

"Are you sad?" I asked him carefully.

"I'm always like this. Is it sadness?"

"It looks like, that's why I asked." I said back a little bit confused. Why does he also have to turn it up on me?

What does he want to make me think?