Silence || Tyler Joseph

Touch

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Clara
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He was back and Tyler was surely not doing well.

When he woke up he was so stressed and wanted to yell at the top of his lungs.

I wanted to help him but the words seemed to not reach him.

Now he was locked inside his own room crying silently.

"Tyler open up, it's ok... Let me help yo-"

"I don't want you to come in. I don't want you." His response was so cold I stared at the door for a few seconds.

I leaned against the door and whispered softly but enough for him to hear me out. "What exactly did he told you?"

"If I tell you he'll destroy me."

No reach. He was the wall.

He doesn't want Blurryface but yet he protects him, against his will.

It's ironic.

"Tyler open or I'll fucking break the goddamn door." I said warning him.

After a few seconds of silence he finally shifted and I heard the door click, in signal he actually opened.

He revealed himself and I hugged him tightly while he started sobbing harshly. "Let it out. Don't stop yourself. Yell Tyler, fucking yell your emotions out. Pretend he's not watching. You're stronger than him."

He wrapped his hands around me tightly almost knocking the breath out of me. He took a big breath in and screamed at the top his lungs the words 'Save me'.

My heart broke in that exact moment, he was so hurt.

Why of all people he had to suffer this much?

I caressed his back slowly resulting in him to whimper. There he was again, scared of me and my touch. I can't nothing about.

He straightened his posture and with his shaking hands he cupped my face.

His eyes were so red and swollen. His cheeks were wet because of his tears. His lips were swollen probably because he was biting them to keep the silence.

I was taken aback from his reaction.

Why is he staring at me like that?

He had the painful expression on his face yet his eyes were so bright and full of life.

He leaned in softly closing his eyes while his breathing started to get a little heavy.

I understood what he was going for and did the same.

His lips finally touched mine and I could feel myself shiver. He was so gentle as if I was a porcelain doll.

It was a simple kiss. He pulled back and then whispered. "You're the tear in my heart."