Quietly Queer

Chapter 17

~Jacob's POV~

After he had his shower, we sat together and talked for a few hours. He didn't let me kiss him the whole time. He's still not letting me kiss him. We were laying on his bed, his head on my chest. I was running my fingers through his hair.

"When can I kiss you?"

He shrugged and kissed my jawline. I groaned and looked down at him. He looked up at me and smiled. I leaned in to kiss him before I felt a tug on the sheets. I laid by head back and groaned louder.

"Daddy!" Zach yelled while hitting the bed. Shawn moved off of me as I picked him up letting him sit on my stomach.

"Hey little guy, how'd you sleep?" He laid on me, on his stomach. I rubbed his back and smiled. I hadn't seen him in a long time. I really missed him and was very happy to see him. Shawn started kissing and nipping at my jawline. I smiled and turned my head to look at him. He pressed his lips to mine and I felt this surge of relief come through me. He pulled away and curled up next to me. I looked at my son, this is perfect. I wish I could stay like this forever. I turned and looked back at Shawn.

"Didn't you have lectures today??"

He hummed in response and nodded his head.

"If I leave I can still make it to my last 3 classes."

"Then go. I don't want you to miss anything. Plus you need to turn in your assignments from yesterday." He nodded and got up. He grabbed his bag, put his shoes on, and headed out the door. I sat up and lifted Zach off of me. "What do you wanna do while I have you alone to myself tiger?" I loved that nickname for him. It fits him.

"Airplane! Daddy airplane!"

I smiled and got up with him in my arms. I threw him into the air just barely before I caught him. His laugh echoed through the room as I laughed too. I held him high in the air and spun around making airplane noises.

"Weeeeeee!" He reached his arms and legs out and I threw him in the air again. I fell back onto my bed and let him stand on my stomach. He had his hands around my fingers and his arms above his head. He started jumping on my stomach and I flexed my abs.

"You're getting big buddy!" He laughed evilly trying to hurt me. I pretended he was hurting me by making 'ugh' noises everytime he jumped. He was so adorable, mostly because he looked like me but also because he was small and had cubby cheeks. I don't think I could ever get mad at him. I love him so much.