Quietly Queer

Chapter 33

~Jacob's POV~

Charlie is the one I was worried about coming out to.. why was he with Dillon?? I grabbed my phone and immediately texted him and asked why he was with Dillon today. I got left on 'read'. I felt my anger start to overcome me as I continuously banged on my dresser. I looked at Shawn's knee but looked away immediately. I hated the sight of my baby boy being hurt. Don't touch what's mine. I growled when I heard him start to get up.

"Sit. Let your leg rest. Now." I said it sternly and he did as he was told. He pulled his pant leg down and I looked at him. He was curled up in the corner of our bed as far away from me as he could possibly be. His eyes were starting to water and he was hugging a pillow. I looked out the window at the stars beginning to shine. "J-Jacob I'm sorry I didn't say something... I didn't want you to go off..." I looked at him ya rubbed the back of my neck. I pulled my shirt off and walked over to our bed before laying down. He looked at me still curled up. "Babe come here, I can't promise I won't do anything but what I can promise is that it won't be physical." He put the pillow back in its place and hesitantly laid next to me. I wrapped my arm around him and kissed his forehead hoping to calm him down. I saw a few tears roll down his cheeks. Everytime Dillon does something, he ends up crying on me. I hate when he cries. I wiped away his tears and ran my fingers through his hair. He snuggled into my chest, his brows furrowed. I pulled the blanket over us and reached my long arm over to turn the light off.

I just laid the for a bit, waiting until I knew he was asleep. I always want him to be asleep before I go to sleep. I went on my phone just scrolling through Instagram. I felt his fingers curl on my stomach so I looked at him. He was watching what was on my phone. I chuckled a little and rubbed his back with the arm wrapped around him. "Go to sleep baby. You need the rest." He whined so I let him do what he wanted. "I'm not tired." I nodded and just continued to scroll through instagram. He took my phone from me and went to his profile and followed himself. I smiled a little before he gave my phone back to me. I turned off the screen and plugged it in before setting it on the nightstand. I kissed his head and he looked up at me, his head still on my chest. I kissed his nose, then he lifted himself barely before pecking his lips against mine. I pulled him closer as he laid his head back on my chest. He entangled his legs with mine as he closed his eyes. I waited until I knew he was asleep, then I drifted off as well.