The one| Bang Chan X Reader | Stray Kids FF | COMPLETED

Aftertaste

His skin turns flaky and he bursts into a million crystals. The dust disappears and I observe each particle evaporate off.

That's it. That's it. What now? What am I going to do now? Why am I standing here?

I lost my family, I lost Chan. What else is there for me? Why am I even here?

The surroundings start changing and I see the park we were in before we when there in front of me.

I slowly walk to my apartment and go to my bathroom. I fill the bathtub with water and get in with my clothes on.

I sit in it and think of the beautiful memories of my family. My loving parents, my amazing brother, everything.

Slowly my thoughts go to Chan. I didn't even know him for a long time but I had build a connection with him.

My heart is crushed and I feel like I am dead. I feel a void, an empty space. I close my eyes and till back my head as I soak wet in the tub.

I bring my legs close to my chest and put my arms around them.

"Y/N?" Tessa shouts. "Where are you?" She comes to the door and opens it.

She looks at me and rushes over. "What are you .... Are you mad?" She asks as she picks me up and takes me to my bed and puts me on it.

"What happened Y/N?" She asks in a concerned voice as I lay there and look at the ceiling.

I say nothing and just stare at the ceiling. Tessa gets the towels and dries my hair and hands.

"What are you thinking about?" She asks in a soft voice as she dries me.

Jo walks in and immediately starts helping Tessa. "What happened?" She says both of us.

"I don't know. She is acting weird." Tessa says looking at me. They both tuck me in and Jo goes to the kitchen to stir up some warm soup.

"Y/N ... what happened?" Tessa asks me as I lay there.

"Nothing. I just am feeling very sick and tired." I finally force myself to say.

"That's it?" She asks as she pats my head. I nod and close my eyes. I don't know what to do or say.

She sighs and slowly stands up as Jo comes with the soup. She feeds me and they both leave after making me change into a comfy sweater and pants.

I lay on the bed and close my eyes. I don't want to do anything anymore. I just want to lay here forever, thinking of the people I lost.

"Hmmm. Y/N?" I hear a voice to my right. I open my eyes and look to the side.

The rude girl from before is standing there, looking sad and vulnerable. I get up and stand in front of her.

"I wanted to ... first of all say sorry. I only behaved like that because Samael was spying on me. Second, I want to help you." She says as she hugs me.

"Thank you!" I whisper as we part. She looks into my eyes and smiles.

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