Mine |G.D|

20

~Amelia~

It's been a few days since Grayson's and I had sex and I've been nothing but nauseous.

But I don't show it cause I don't want to get his hopes up in me being pregnant only for me to be getting sick.

I did do a few pregnancy test and they came out positive so I made a doctors appointment in two weeks.

But his parents come in tomorrow and we changed Aaron's room into a guest room and kept the guest room how it is. Aaron sleeps with us now which is so much easier for me

But Grayson wants to keep trying to have sex and I keep pushing him away and now he's upset with me

"Babe why don't you come to bed, you and Ethan have to wake up early to get your parents" I said rubbing his shoulder but he shrugged my hands off

I sighed and turned around and walked to the stairs

"Did I do something wrong, do you not want a baby anymore" He asked making me stop in my tracks

I turned around and saw tears in his eyes, it made my heart shatter to see him so hurt. I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his waist and layed my head on his chest

"Of course I do baby I just haven't felt good and I'm tired and stressing over so many things right now. But just know I love you more than ever and I want to have a baby with you" I said and I felt him wrap his arms around me

He kissed the top of my head and without a word we walked upstairs and layed in bed

Tonight Aaron is sleeping with Ethan in the quest room.

Lately Ethan always wants to be with Aaron, I mean I don't mind cause I think it's sweet.

I turned on my side and Grayson wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close to him

My back pressed up against his chest and front, he nuzzled his face in the crook of my neck and kissed my skin

I smiled and closed my eyes feeling sleep take over
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I woke up to the same laying position we fell asleep in making me smile again.

I felt like the same feeling I feel every 5 second so I carefully remove myself from his hold which wasn't easy

I jogged to the bathroom and fell to my knees and last night's dinner came up.

This feeling was horrible and I couldn't wait for it to stop. I felt like I was dying and I hate it.

But I already love this baby so much, just to know that Grayson and I created this baby means everything to me

Doesn't mean I'm going to treat this baby any different from Aaron.

I got up and flushed and and walked to the sink and rinsed my mouth then brushed my teeth and washed my face

I walked back to bed and that's when the alarm went off, Grayson groaned and rolled over to his side and grabbed his phone and shut it off

He got up and walked up to me and lazily kissed me then walked to the bathroom

The thing I love about Grayson is no matter what he always shows me love.

He came back out changed and refreshed now, he came up to me and layed his hands on my waist

"Morning princess" He said smiling then pressed a nice soft kiss to my lips