Mine |G.D|

39

~Amelia~

I walked in closing the door quietly knowing the kids were asleep by now. I turn around almost screaming seeing a dark figure towering over me

Knowing it was Grayson I put my hand over my chest catching my breath and feeling my heart race

"Where the fuck have you been Amelia?" Grayson whisper yells

I turn the light on by the front door seeing his angry face looking down on me

"I went to talk to my sister Grayson. Then I went to the park to clear my head" I said calmly

"I've tried to stay calm with you. To be patient with you cause your pregnant Amelia. But you pushing me to snapping. With all the shit you throw at me it's like your asking me to fucking lose it" He says louder this time

"First lower your voice. And second what are you talking about" I asked setting the keys down

"Your pregnant Amelia. I thought you were upstairs asleep like you told me you were. You took my son from me. You dropped the lawsuit. And you run your life like you have no one in it with you. YOU HAVE A SON, YOUR PREGNANT AND LIVE WITH ME. Stop acting like a childish ass kid Amelia and grow the fuck up" He yelled at me making tears form in my eyes but I wiped them away

"That's funny cause I told you that when you were the reason our son was taken away. For doing drugs while I was pregnant. I'm grown Grayson I can do whatever I want" I said and he scoffed

"And I've grown since then. Maybe you should too" He said then walked away

I was left there speechless not knowing what to do or say. I walk upstairs seeing Grayson looking out our window

"What was all of that" I asked rubbing my belly

He turns around seeing he had tears in his eyes, I ran to him and wiped his tears away then kissed his bare chest softly

"Talk to me baby please" I said and he broke down in my arms

"With this pregnancy, the twins staying with us, Aaron's being taken from us and the sleeping arrangements I've been so stressed then with the news we were told today the last thing I need right now is to worry if your dead or not Amelia" He said calming his breathing

"Why would you think I was dead Grayson" I asked running my fingers through his hair

"Cause we got home at noon and you said you were going to bed, so when I went to go check on you, you weren't there and I freaked out and called and called and went to your brothers house and what's her face said you left a while ago. So I called more and finally came home cause Ethan said Aaron wouldn't sleep. All I could think about is if you were ok or the baby and if your were ever coming back. It's not you I worry about now cause you have a baby growing inside of you" He said making my heart ache

"I'm right here baby and so is the baby" I said lying his hand on my belly but he pulled away from me

"How did I know that? For all I know you could have left me again" He said making my heart slowly break for him

"I told you once and I'll tell you again Grayson. I'm not going anywhere. I've been stressed too with everything going on. I know you wanted this baby but I grew so attached to this baby. I need this baby and I can't lose it" I said as tears formed in my eyes again

"And I'm so sorry for how selfish I've been to you and Aaron. I just thought what I was doing what was best for me and Aaron but really it was only hurting you guys. I'm so sorry baby" I said caressing his cheek softly

"I will never understand the relationship between a mother and her child. But I understand the love I have for you and my kids. And I can't bare the fact of losing either of you" He said pushing a piece of hair behind my ear making me smile

"And you won't. I'm strong enough for this pregnancy and we're all going to be fine" I said then pressed a soft kiss to his lips

He nodded then kissed me again

"Let's go to bed baby we've had a long day" I said and he sighed loudly and nodded

I changed and got into the covers with him and layed in his arms

I have to lay my stomach against him or I won't sleep well, it's like the baby has to touch him or it losses it's mind

He blushes hard every time I complain when he moves in his sleep cause then the baby automatically starts kicking and moving

He loves that the baby is so attached to him.

I was so close to sleeping when I heard those words

"I would rather die for you my love, than to ever lose you"...