Mine |G.D|

38

~Amelia~

I walked downstairs slowly to see if Grayson was still in the kitchen but I looked outside and saw he was playing with the twins and Ethan

I grabbed the keys off the counter and raced out the door and got in the car and drove to my brothers house

When I got there I slowly got out cause this belly is heavy. I knocked on the door only for it to open on the second knock

She pulled me in for a really tight hug making me sigh smiling cause I really needed this after the news I just found out

"What's wrong mija? Are you ok? Is Aaron ok? Are the baby twins ok?" She asked pulling me to the living room to sit down

"The younger twins are fine" I said and she nodded smiling till she realized that I didn't say me and the baby are fine

"And you and the baby" She asked and that's when I felt the tears coming all over again

"Oh mija it's going to be fine" She said pulling me into another hug

"The d-doctor said that m-me a-and The b-baby m-might be in d-d-danger" I said in between sobs as she rubbed my back

"And there's nothing the doctor can do" She asked pulling back

"She just told me to stay healthy and that's all I can do. She says my body isn't taking the pregnancy well" I said and knitted her eyebrows

"So there's no vitamins or treatment that can keep you and the baby safe" She asked and I shook my head no

"That makes no sense" She said looking down

"Just don't tell my brothers cause they'll make a bigger deal out of it than it is" I said and she nodded understanding

"Does Grayson know your here" She asked and I shook my head no

"I didn't want to worry him... He was so hurt from the news cause he wanted this baby so much... but as the pregnancy went on I grew so attached to this baby. I can't lose it. I need this baby" I said as more tears formed in my eyes

"Does Grayson know this is how you feel" She asked and again I shook my head

"I love you I really do but you should be talking to him right now" She said and I knew she was right but I couldn't talk to him right now

"I should" I lied standing up

She smiled standing up with me and walked me to the door giving me another warm tight hug and opened the door for me and walked me to my car

I gave one last smile and got in and drove away. I wasn't going home cause I couldn't be there right now. I just need time alone to think.

I drove to a park about an hour away and the drive alone let me clear my head but it wasn't enough

I got down and walked to a bench that faced a beautiful view of the park seeing at the sun was slowly going down

The wind was blowing just perfectly, I sat down as my hand went to my stomach like I always does.

I felt the baby kick making me smile wide, I rubbed my belly just watching the sun go down. Until it was fully down and I stood up and walked to my car

I got in and drove home which was almost 2 hours, I had relaxing music on and I was stress free right now it felt so nice to be alone for a few hours

No one to bother my thoughts or mood, just me and the baby.

Although I miss Aaron and the twins I needed this alone time.

Throughout this whole pregnancy I haven't been able to be alone except for now. And I'm going to start more cause this felt so nice

As I got home I saw lights on and I knew Grayson waited up for me

Here we go...