Dear Diary,
I'm sorry it's been so long. I know, you probably hate me now. And I totally understand. But I think it's time I told you something. Whether you want to know or not, because well... You're the only one I can trust. Blake, has been stuck in my head since he gave me those CD's three or so weeks ago. Every time I listen to them, I think about him. Every little thing he does that I just love. Biting his lip after he's done laughing, how he's sweet about anything and everything. I love all of it. And I know, shame on me. He found the love of his life in his now girlfriend, Tara.
And I should be happy for him... Right?
I mean. He is my friend, and I wouldn't change that in this world ever. But sometimes, it makes me wonder. If I wouldn't change it... What makes me say that?....
Cross that. I don't even want to think about it anymore. I put the CD's in my drawers last night. I'm trying my best not to even open them.
But anyway. I missed writing in you, I'll write again another time.
~Clarity
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Promises Demise
Teen FictionI said I wouldn't do it... I lied. And I'm sorry. I don't actually know what sorry means, but I am. Could you forgive me Blake? Ever? Please..? I need you. I'm lost without you.
