Lil Skies

😢Chapter💔Nineteen😪

Some random number called, idk who it was but once I found out it wasn't Kat I didn't really care.

I miss her already... even tho this pretty much all my fault and I know she prolly blaming herself right now... and damn it's difficult to not think bout her when we've been together for so long, constantly being with each other, sharing every part of our lives with one another, putting so much effort and emotion into our relationship, doing practically everything together and now... I'm supposed to go without her? Idk if I can do that. She was never supposed to mean this much to me. I was never supposed to fall this hard for her... but I did... and that's why I can't let go. I messed up though. I keep messing up and I dunno if the damage is too much. Wtf am I gonna do?

KAT'S P.O.V.

The first night without him was the worst, tears kept coming, and no amount of alcohol or weed could take away the pain. I screwed up... we had a good thing going and I screwed it all up.

As soon as I'd get my mind off Skies, Diego would do something that reminded me of him, or I'd see or say something that made me think of him.

"Kat please stop crying... your making me sad." Diego frowned at me as he wiped the continuous tears coming from my eyes.

(We're in my hotel room on the bed, he said he'd stay with me for the night cause he didn't want me doing anything stupid. But now I literally can't stop crying... I'm starting to feel pathetic.)

"Maybe you should just leave. All I'm gonna do is bring you down with me. That's all I ever do." I cried, sitting up, Diego immediately pulled me back onto him, snaking his arms around me. Usually I'm a lot stronger and I don't ever really open up to anyone but like I said before it's different with Diego, he understands me... like I thought Skies did.

"No... I wanna stay with you ma. Make sure you okay."

"I'm not though. I can't stop thinking about him."

"Just forget about him boo. You gotta move on-"

"How am I supposed to forget someone who gave me so much to remember? I know I need to move on but... it's hard."

He kissed my cheek then gently pressed my head against his chest with his hand... then the tears came back.

"Well I'm here for you lil baby... so just let all that shit out." Diego ran his hand through my hair, comfortingly, as I bawled my eyes out.

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DIEGO'S P.O.V.

She fell asleep crying, I tried my best to make her feel better but she was too busy dealing with her demons.

Skies broke her... yeah that's what he did. When I first met her... that day in the limo... she was pretty happy. She strutted around confidently, with a smile plastered on her face but now, she's changed. Her head stays down, she's no longer smiling, she's hurting on the inside and it's because of Skies... that's what angered me the most. She tried so hard to be perfect for him even though she was going through a lot mentally, and he still took advantage of her and he broke her. Only now there's no one here to fix her... shit I don't know if i'm capable of doing that... I got demons of my own... but I'll still try to help her as much as I can.

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It was the next morning and I felt her eyelashes flutter against my chest.

"Are you awake?"

"No are you?" Kat spoke up drowsily.