Perfect Face (TaeJin FanFic) (Completed)

Real Love

Namjoon's POV

After all the performances were finished, the emcee stood in front.

"Now, it is time to announce the winner" The emcee said and showed the gold envelope.

"Congratulations..BTS!!!"

We all looked at each other for a moment, unable to process what the emcee just said.

We made it? We made it!

We all stood up to hug each other.

When we go up on stage to receive the award, I'm almost in tears. I bit my lips to keep myself from crying.

"Thank you for letting us receive this award. For all those who cheered for us and..to my members who's been with me since the beginning, I love you guys"

I passed the mic to the other members because if I speak more, I will not be able to hold back my tears.

I walked beside Jin Hyung and he pulled me closer.

"Namjoonie, our hardwork paid off" he whispered and hugged me tight.

Among the members, Jin Hyung knew my struggles more because I always confide to him when I'm about to give up.

"Hyung, thank you for everything"

"Thank you for being a great leader too"

He smiled at me and my heart started to do a happy dance.

Will my heart ever stop beating for Jin Hyung? I wondered.

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After the competition, we decided to celebrate in Jin Hyung's apartment.

We all worked hard for the past month so we deserved a reward.

"Let's enjoy this night" Hoseok said and offered for a cheers.

"For Bangtan's success" I said.

Everyone clinked glasses and drink our beers.

After few glasses, my members are now sleeping soundly since we're all tired.

I can't sleep because I haven't confessed to Jin Hyung yet.

When he and Tae came out from the dressing room holding hands, my conviction to confess shattered.

I knew that they will get back together but it still hurt.

"Hyung, is that an acoustic version of spring day?" I asked when Jin Hyung started to strum his guitar.

He nodded. "I want us to sing this version in front of many people someday"

"We'll do that Hyung" I promised.

We let the soft sound from the guitar fill our silence.

Now is my chance to confess.

"Jin Hyung"

"Namjoonie"

We said at the same time.

"What is it Jin Hyung?"

"What is it Namjoonie?"

We both laughed.

"You go first" I offered. "What are you saying Hyung?"

Jin seemed lost in thought before he answered.

"What if..the person you love can't trust you with his secrets. Will you confront him or just pretend as if you didn't notice?"

It's about Taehyung.

My heart ached but I brush it off. Jin Hyung needs me.

"If it's me, I will confront him"

"What if you lose him because of it?"

"Then, it means he didn't love you as much as you do Hyung"

"What do you mean?"

"Love is complex Hyung. It is not just about happiness or good times. Your love will be tested through problems, trials, differences, complications and pain which make the love stronger"

"If you really love someone, you'll hold each other hands instead of fall apart during tough times. That's real love Hyung"

And I'm still willing to hold your hand even if this pain is killing me. I wanted to voice out but decided to keep these thoughts in the deepest part of my heart.

"Thank you Joonie! That's exactly what I need" He hugged me tight and messed up my hair.

"Never forget that I'm here for you Jin Hyung.." because I love you. I wanted to add but again, I didn't.

I swallowed the lump in my throat and forced a smile. "It's getting late, we have to sleep Hyung"

"Oh right"

We both get up.

"Goodnight Joonie"

"Goodnight Jinnie Hyung"

I watched as Jin Hyung entered his room knowing Tae is gonna be there waiting for him.

I finally let the tears I've been holding to fall.

I knew Jin belonged to Taehyung. I knew that if I confessed nothing will change.

What am I thinking?

You're an idiot Namjoon. I wanted to cuss at myself.

"Namjoon-ah, are you crying?"

When I heard Hobi's voice, I quickly wiped my tears.

"I-I'm...It's nothing Hobi. I thought you're sleeping?"

Hoseok sat beside me and wrapped his arm around my shoulder.

"Don't lie. I saw you with Jin Hyung. Did you confess?"

Hobi's been my bestfriend since we we're kids and he knew that I have feelings for Jin Hyung.

"No" I leaned my head on Hobi's shoulder which is hard because I'm taller than him.

He gently stroked my hair which gives a comforting feeling.

"How can I confess when he's talking about Taehyung?" I added bitterly.

I expected this. But why does my heart can't stop hurting?

Hoseok didn't respond. He looked lost in his thoughts so I just let him.

"Namjoon-ah"

"Nae Hobi?"

"Let me help you move on"

"What do you mean?"

"Be my boyfriend"

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A/N: Who ship NamSeok (94 Line)? T.T They are my secret ship soooo...here it is.