Tear

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Jungkook's POV

I kept my eyes fixed on my timberlands while waiting for my Hyungs to say something.

After I went to Jin Hyung's apartment and told him my concern, he immediately asked Namjoon Hyung to call for an emergency meeting.

Now, we're inside our practice room while seven business cards from big companies were laid out in front of us.

At first, I'm really excited because it is the break we're waiting for but the Entertainments made it clear that they only want me as a solo artist and they won't take the seven of us.

"It is a big opportunity for you JK. We won't stop you in pursuing your dreams" Namjoon Hyung finally broke the silence, his expression were unreadable.

I gritted my teeth to keep myself from crying. I've been thinking about this for days and I already made up my mind.

"Hyung, I don't care about being an artist if I will not perform with all of you on the same stage. This is not my dream but OUR dream. I won't be where I am today if you didn't guide me in this path. If they didn't want all of us then they can't have me"

I covered my face when my tears started to fall. I didn't know how to express it but I love my Hyungs so much.

I loved music before I can even say that word but my dream to be a musician started because of my Hyungs. If not for them, I might still be that lost boy who's alone in his own world.

This is the first time I cried my heart out in front of Hyungs. I don't want them to worry about me because I know that they have enough problems on their own so I kept my worries to myself. But I'm still human. This problem is not something I can handle alone.

I felt Jimin Hyung's hand on my back, gently caressing it to give the comfort that I need.

It maybe foolish to turn down this big opportunity but I will never trade these six guys, who meant the world to me for anything.

My Hyungs pulled me into a big group hug while we all cried together.

Family.

The seven of us may not be related by blood but they are as close as a family for me.

"Please warn us next time you'll make us cry Kookie" Jin hyung complained after we all calmed down.

"Sorry Hyung" I reached for Jin Hyung's hand and gently squeezed it.

If not for him, I will not be part of Bangtan. I will not be the luckiest Maknae for having 6 great Hyungs who mold me into a person I am today.

"I--" We heard Yoongi Hyung cleared his throat so our attention turned to him.

"I was offered to produce songs for a new rookie group but I don't want to so I turned it down immediately" he smiled shyly and scratched his head in embarrassment.

"I should have told you earlier but I just remembered it now" he added.

In my peripheral vision, I saw Jimin Hyung gave Yoongi Hyung a reassuring smile.

I looked away because my heart felt heavy inside my chest. I still can't get used to seeing them all over each other.

Before, our members thought that Jimin Hyung liked me because he still treat me well even though I'm ignoring him when he bothers me.

What they didn't know that it is actually the opposite. I'm the one who like Jimin Hyung alot.

On my 16th birthday, I confessed to Jimin Hyung. That memory were still vivid on my mind.

"Jimin Hyung I love you" I hugged him tight. He immediately returned my embrace and patted my head.

"I love you too Jungkook-ah" Jimin Hyung gave me his most beautiful eyesmile which made my heart flutter.

My face brightened. "Really Jimin Hyung?"

"Yes. You're like my younger brother, you remind me so much of Hyunie. Because of you, I didn't feel too lonely when I miss him"

When Jimin's parents filed a divorce, his father took Hyunie and Jimin Hyung have lived with their mother ever since and he can't see his brother often.

Younger brother. Maybe that's what I will ever be for him.

From that day, I tried my hardest to hide my feelings. I always push Jimin Hyung away everytime he get closer because I can't let him see how his presence affected me in every way.

And now, he's dating Yoongi Hyung. I'm happy for them but it still hurt.

I was pulled out of my own thoughts when Namjoon Hyung spoke.

"The companies are not willing to take risk in taking the seven of us as a group. I was also offered to be a leader of another idol group and of course, I refused"

"What are you planning to do Hyung?" Taehyungie Hyung asked.

"We will wait. We need a company who can trust our talent. What we want is to be an artist that comforts people with music. We won't achieve it if the Entertainment we will be under only wants to profit from us" Namjoon Hyung answered.

We all nodded in agreement not knowing that we don't need to wait that long.

Namjoon Hyung's phone rang so he excused himself.

Namjoon Hyung's face brightened when he heard what the person on the other line have said.

After he ended the call his body shooked in excitement.

"I got a call from BigHit Entertainment. They're just a small company but they told me they were impressed with our performance in the competition so they wanted to help us debut. They also complimented the message of our song"

I almost jumped out of excitement. If BigHit Entertainment are really willing to help us, it only means we can debut soon.

We all hugged and cried together for the second time today, but this time, it is tears of happiness.

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