You Changed My Life

Chapter 17

 Allison's POV

I felt darkness take over me the last image I remember was me standing in the kitchen with my mum. I tried putting the puzzle together that's when it hit my father was dead. The man that I had so much hatred to was gone I would've have never thought that it would happen like this. Well I might have expected he was a total drunkie and he probably did drugs. It feels weird not feeling anything I don't feel hurt, pain, anger, sadness or happiness just numbness. To this day I still wonder if my father did ever love me if he did why would he hurt and also my mother. I guess things are just meant to happen to certain people. I heard the door creek open there stood my mother.

"Hi honey are you alright?" she asked me

"I'm fine" 

"I just wanted to let you know that you passed out and I called your boss saying you were going through a rough time I hope that's okay."

"Its okay"

"Well you need to rest night love" kissing me on the forehead

"Night" after she left I fell right to sleep 

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*Next day*

I felt someone tap me very lightly and my name from a distance. I open my slowly to see my mum standing there with a smile on her face which kind of creep-ed me out.

"What happened mum?" I said yawning

"You have a visitor that wants to see you" smiling at me 

"At 10 in the morning" I said glancing at the clock also giving a bit of an attitude

"Just come downstairs" she pleaded

"Fine" I huffed

I decided to go in my pj's but I don't give a fuck who ever is waiting for me thinks but I didn't want my breath to stink either so I'll brush my teeth. I reached the last step of my stairs and walked to the kitchen where a saw a familiar figure having their back face me.

"There you are honey" said enthusiastically

The unknown figure turned around and there was Harry giving me cheeky smile. He was still a stranger who i somehow found attractive which was quite weird. He winked then turned around like if nothing had happened. I felt my cheeks heat up from the small wink. I sat to the seat across him on the island my mum come and puts a plate filled with bacon, eggs and pancakes in front of me. 

"I'll just leave you two to talk" my mum said

"I heard what happened to your father I'm sorry" he said sympathetically

"I don't need anyone's pity he was bastard who never gave a fuck about anyone" putting a forkful of pancakes in my mouth

"But he was still your father even if you hate him he will always be"

"Cut the bullshit!!" I spat 

"He wasn't even considered a man the way he treated my mum and I!!" I said with the verge of tears

Harry walked over to my side and tried to comfort me but i just pushed him away. I didn't need anyone's pity I was tired of all of it. That's all people ever did feel bad for me but guess what I'm tired of their bullshit. When i needed someone no one was there it was only me crying in my pillow at night. That's the only thing that could comfort me on my loneliest nights. 

"I really want to help you Allison" he finally spoke

"if you want to help me then lets go out i need some fresh air" I responded