You Changed My Life

Chapter 13

Allison's POV

"Harry" I said with a monotone voice

"What are you doing here?" he asked

"I don't know just came here to hunt down elephants." saying sarcastically

"Hahaha" he said humorless

"I can't believe its been 2 weeks since we haven't seen each other." adding in

"Really?" Whoa time did go pretty by fast

"Look Allison can I talk to you?" he pleaded

"I'm sorry but there's nothing to talk about you acted like a dickhead when I practically did nothing wrong to you."

"I understand but is just that I don't know how to explain myself to you."

"Well explain"

"I really like you Allison. Ever since I saved you from the junkie I knew you were the one you'll never understand how much you make me smile. I'm really sorry about the way I acted when I was talking to you it was really a dick move. I know we both don't know each other very much but I would gladly like to sit next to you and talk just give me a chance. I want to be the one to make you smile I can't fight this feeling anymore." after he finished his eyes were watery

"I'm sorry Harry but I can't have feeling for you I'm starting to get to know Mike and it would make me look like some type of whore to be seeing you and him at the same time."giving him a sad smile

"Then leave him!" raising his voice a bit

"What?!" I sputtered out

"Yea both of us can be together"

"Harry I just want to be friends with you that's all"

"But I don't" he said softly

"I can't bye Harry"

"Wait!" he shouted

"What now" I huffed

"How about we make a deal?"

"What kind of deal?" I cocked a eyebrow

"If you and Mike are more than friends then I'll leave you alone but if it doesn't work then you have to give me a chance "he smiled

"So deal?" sticking his hand

"Deal" shaking his hand 

"Well seen you soon" giving me a peck on the cheek and disappearing

I stood there thinking what if I made the the biggest mistake of my life. When he confessed his love for me I felt guilty tug at my heart. I've had the same feelings for Harry but I decided to ignore it because he is still a stranger to me even though we did talk on the phone. But Mike is a really nice and sweet guy who I actually know well enough. I just remembered about the letter it said the person loved me wait could it be Harry? It couldn't be Harry that wrote the letter right? Oh well might as well just drop it I know either Mike or Harry wouldn't do it they seem too nice. I went over to the register and payed for my things after I walked over to my car and took off. I went into the trunk to take out the groceries and unlocked the door to my home. Inside I found my mum watching some weird show on TV which seemed to her so interesting.

"Mum I'm back" I announced

"I know"

"Do you wanna cook?"

"Sure"

I took everything and dropped it off at the kitchen. I ran up stairs and into my room which in fact is fucking dirty. I threw myself on my bed and just laid there thinking about so many things through out my life I will never understand. Like why did my dad have to leave my mum? Why was I bullied? Why couldn't I have friends? Why was life so hard? There were so many whys but not enough answers. I really don't remember my dad very much but I do recall he use to beat me and he was always drinking everyday of the week. Still to this day I can't believe my mum had to deal with the mans bullshit. I was a very shy child and no one would talk to me. I've tried numerous times to talk with someone but I would just either get nervous or stutter. I felt like a freak to everyone. As a child I really didn't have the best childhood I didn't get everything I wanted my mum just had enough to put food on the table. I'm really glad I have my mum that's all I can say. I'm kind of happy i didn't go to college I wouldn't have to deal with peer pressure or with bullying but another part of me isn't because I wanted to go explore and see if I could make friends or boost my confidence. I knew it would be selfish if I left my mum but I needed to care for her. My thoughts were disrupted by the faint beep and realized it was my phone which showed that I've received a text.

From:Mike

Hey :)

To:Mike

Hi 

From Mike:

What's up

To Mike:

Nothing just home and you

From Mike:

Just chilling with a couple friends

To Mike:

Cool

From Mike:

Um I wanted to know if tomorrow you wanted to go out tomorrow of something?

To Mike:

Yea no problem at what time?

From Mike:

8 at night and I'll pick you up

To Mike:

Seems fine by me

From Mike:

Okay see you tomorrow :)

I dropped my phone on the bed and left the room. I headed towards the kitchen and saw my mum still making lunch. I went over to the living room to watch a bit of TV to see anything at least entertaining. I flipped through the channels mostly all of them were boring I just stayed with the news. After of watching the uneventful news I felt my eyes beginning to shut I tried to keep them open but I couldn't the last thing I heard was a psychopathic murderer had escaped from jail many years ago and needed to be found.

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Hey everyone!! Well I hope you've enjoyed this chapter. I was looking through my other chapters and I realized that messed up Harry's birthday and no one told me so I fixed it myself. And I decided about my updating schedule I'm probably going to start updating on Tuesdays and Fridays but don't promise on my word. Please comment and vote. Bye lovelies :)