From Within

36. All The Way

I used to love the way you always gave me back hugs.
But now I don't really care.
Why? I don't know. But something changed.
Something changed the day you came in my life.
And something changed the day you got me drunk.
Drunk on your love. High on your care.
Do you remember that night we went out?
You made me elope and then tucked me back in later.
The night sky we gazed at from the park near your house.
And you told me you counted stars whenever you missed me.
Said that it kept you busy amd distracted till you fell asleep.
A forehead kiss and a take care later, I was left to contemplate.
Contemplate at the speed with which everything was going.
Things were just perfect. Timings, situations and all.
But then you had to get me drunk. Literally.
You had to make me do all those things you should've asked permission for.
You had to try everything in one night.
That one night wrecked my entire life. And now the nightmares won't stop.
I was happy that I gave something so special to the one I loved.
But angry, disappointed and disgusted that it wasn't much of my choice.
It was forced out of me.
Not that I told anyone. I couldn't, you know.
You were still my boyfriend. Still the same, caring you.
You didn't change at all.
But I did. All the way.

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Love,
Anshara.❤