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My head turned to stare at my clock.
"11:34pm"
I exhaled a breath and sighed just facing my ceiling again as I laid in bed. My eyes were puffy from crying all day, I try to be happy but, I just can't.
It hurts when he lies. It hurts more when I have to lie to myself to make him feel innocent.
I looked sad. I felt sad.
I was sad But did he see it? No.
Did he feel it? No.
Did he know it? Yes, yes he did.
But did he do anything? Nope not one thing to comfort me.
The day I caught him cheating , he lied and told me she was an old friend. Finn knew I was hurting.
Sometimes I pretend to convince myself that he's a changed person and that he would never do me dirty like that.
I was wrong.
My eyes blinked. The sound of the front door opening caught my attention..
Finn was home.
The sound of heels against the wooden floor of my home was loud and noticeable. My eyes closed shut, tears escaping as I closed them.
He won't ever change Y/N. Get that through your stupid head.
"Finn, Ah stop baby." The female voice echoed.
I turned around and faced the window, my eyes glared at the moon.
"Shh, my girlfriends asleep. Don't be loud, take off your clothes." Finn murmured. My heart shattered again.
I could hear as their footsteps made their way to the guest room. My tears rolled down as I clung onto my pillow and bed sheets...
I could hear them having sex.
Did he bring the same girl home every time?
Was it always a different girl? Who knows...
About an hour later Finn opened the door to your room and creeped in.
I made sure to close my eyes, yes I was pretending to sleep.
The bed sunk as Finn hopped inside. His arms wrapped around me, he spooned me from behind.
Gross.
He wants to hug me after fucking another girl?
I cried and sobbed quietly. He didn't love me, he just.. Why was he even with me? Why?
Why was I still with Finn? I asked myself that as he spooned me from behind and fell asleep.
I guess I loved the idea of love. I'd rather get hurt then feel nothing at all. Truthfully, I loved Finn so much. That's why I'm still here.
Finns soft snores were noticeable. I untangled him from me and I sat up. I needed to leave. I wanted to leave.
It's time to start packing my bags.
-How was this?
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