Slow updates for a week or so. Hope everyone understands.
*In memory of Lija*
Lija I can't even tell you how much you made me smile. If you were here you would probably be laughing at me saying I was the one who made you smile. Your laugh and your brace-face smile made me feel happy. When you walked into the room you lit it up. Every Monday in poms class you would smile even if there was nothing funny. You were more of the quiet type but I liked it. You were kind and caring of the others around you. You may have been a year older than me but I loved you like an older sister. I still do. Lija I can't even tell you how much everyone is going to miss you. I'll miss your Instagram posts, your smile, your laugh, your personally, and just you. God really needed someone perfect like you in his life and he just couldn't wait. I still can't believe that you're gone, waking up one morning all happy to find out you died that same morning. It's horrible that you left us at only 16 years old. Leaving us broke the whole team's heart, as well as your family's, your friend's, your boyfriend's, and so many other people. I cried when you died, but I cried not only because I will miss you, but I cried happily thinking of all the memories that we shared. I hope the big guy is treating you right up there. I'll miss you forever and always Lija. You inspired me and so many other people to believe that we can do things no matter what. Thank you. I hope you can forgive me if I don't go to your wake or funeral, I can't bare to see you like that. I will always remember you Lija. You will forever be in my heart. I love you.
Rest In Peace.
Lija
1998-2014
(Thank you for reading)
