HAPPINESS | NOMIN

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Sometimes you make me feel
Like I have a chance with you.

But when I take that chance.
You make me realize

I never really did.

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Jaemin woke up, and looked beside him to see that the boy was still there. Sleeping, so peacefully, as if the world around them didn't even matter. He looked ethereal, so unreal. Jaemin reached out his hand only to retracted it, because he thought, if a bad person like him ruin such a beautiful thing as Jeno, he'd never forgive himself.

So Jaemin just watched, Jeno was still on his shoulder but they were laying down now. His head was tilted up somewhat, and his whole precious face was shown towards the other boy. Jaemin stared, that whole morning. Well, actually it was 4am. Jaemin left Jeno's at 5, carefully after removing his head from his shoulder and brushing his hair back. Jaemins body begged to give him a kiss, right then and there, but fought back the urge. He didn't want to ruin this friendship, not after he's gotten this far.

As Jaemin walks down the sidewalk, he felt giddy. No, he felt amazing. He woke up to him, the love of his life it seemed like. Jaemin smiled his whole way home, not caring about the cold wind that slapped his cheeks from the left, not caring about the time, and not caring about his parents. Jaemin wanted to go back, so badly. To just return the place where Jeno was in his arms. It seemed like a dream. It felt like one, but it wasn't, which he was grateful for. Jaemin wishes to wake up to Jeno every morning, everyday.

How he wishes that could happen.

Jeno woke up to the sound of his stupid alarm. He groaned until he had enough and slapped the alarm to the ground. Jeno cursed at the loud sound it made hitting the carpet. He sat up slowly, and suddenly thought back to last night. A light blush danced across his cheeks.

'Did Jaemin really come over last night to hang out with me?' Jeno thinks to himself. 'Wait a second..I feel like i missed something last night. Jaemin must've left. Damn. You messed up again Jeno. Great.'