HAPPINESS | NOMIN

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I give myself all the pain

Thinking that i deserve it

I'm not sure why I do that

But that's just how I am

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'Why would Jeno do that. Why would he? What's the reason?' Jaemins thoughts were side tracked as his 'girlfriend' was talking to him.

Jaemin thought back to when he back-hugged the other boy. He missed him already and it hasn't even been a whole day. He felt like something was off, but couldn't pin point what. Now he's here, at his 'girlfriends' place because she dragged him here. He didn't want to be here, he wanted to be with Jeno, to ask him so many questions.

'Why did you do it? What was the reason? We're you jealous? Do you like me? Do you love me?' Jaemins thoughts trailed off.

His thoughts were cut off by the sound of a high pitch voice in his ear.

"Jaemin! Are you listening?!" She yelled.

"Yea yea..I'm listening." Jaemin said annoyed.

"Doesn't seem like it." She bragged on.

"Well I am." He replied sternly, lifting an eyebrow.

She then smirked at him, and moved closer. Jaemin felt very uncomfortable as she put her hand on his thigh.

"I like it when your angry Jaeminie~ your so hot." She purred. Jaemin made a disgusted face and sorta backed away. He grabbed the water cup on the table and started drinking some. He needed to avoid this situation at all cost.

"Tell me Jaemin, are you a virgin?"

Jaemin choked on his water and spat it everywhere, he heard her yelp and back away.

"Jaemin! What are you doing?!" She shrieked.

I thought back to what she said and avoided her question as she ran to the kitchen to grab a towel, making angry noises on the way.

"Are you a virgin?"

'Well hell yes I am. What did you think?! She probably isn't, she's probably done it with tons of guys. She disgusts me. I would never do it at this young of age and regret it. I'm not that immature.' Jaemin thought to himself in disgust.