This morning had to be one of my worst California experience.
It was like I could just touch the awkwardness with my hand.
I honestly think it was mostly Kenneth.
He was acting so overprotective.
Like I am not his girlfriend.
Well not to him trying.
Everyday he asks me about that question he asked me not to many days ago.
I don't know why he wants to go out with me.
I am so fucked up its crazy.
Hey at least Dylan tries to mask his feelings for me.
In all honestly the main reason for me pushing Kenneth's proposal to the side is because of Dylan.
Like have you seen his face?
He just seems different.
I guess I like the fact that Dylan is not a slut.
Not that I am saying that Kenneth is, but a girl would have to be blind to not see all the girls that flirt with him.
And occasionally I will see him flirting back.
What if I said yeah to going out with him and then he still flirted with those random girls every now and then.
That would really hurt my feelings.
But Dylan is a little off limits.
I am not sure how Tyler would feel if Dylan and I did something.
I am only 16 and well Dylan is 22.
And well he isn't getting any younger.
Maybe if I was 22 and he was 28 then it might not seem so bad.
I will probably end up just saying yeah to Kenneth.
He is cute.
He is my age.
He may be a little cocky but he is all a good guy.
I did not have time to think about this.
I had a date to get ready for.
Then to head over to Seana's
Kenneth took me to see a musical.
Most girls would not like the idea.
But I thought it was sweet.
My mom and I would always go and watch Hairspray the Musical.
And that is the one that he took me to.
It is good to know that when I was talking about it, that he was actually listening.
In the middle of the musical my phone vibrated.
I wonder who was texting me.
Maybe Seana asking if we were still coming over.
I glanced down at my phone to expect a text full of whit and sarcasm.
But instead there was a text from Dylan.
Dylan:)) : I was wondering if you wanted to hang out with me in a little bit?
I looked over at Kenneth to make sure that he didn't see me with my phone out.
Then I texted Dylan back.
Me: Well Kenneth and I are going over to Seana and Tyler's in a bit. Maybe stop by?
If Kenneth was to known that I had asked Dylan to go over there he would have got protective again.
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Forbidden//Dylan O'Brien
FanfictionAzalea has lived a tragic life, filled with darkness and hospital rooms. She follows her dad to California and finds herself being intertwined into the Posey family. Then Dylan enters into her life and everything she knew about herself changes. ___...