Mysteriously Beautiful

Chapter 12: She disappeared

Aleca disappeared for almost a week. She was nowhere to be found. Gellen mourned for Taykie's sudden death. Aleca was not in her apartment. Everyone had lost track of her. She left her phone purposely so we could not trace where she is.

She was my friend but after what happened to Tayk, I barely know her. She seems strange in many ways as if she was hiding something that I'm scared to discover it on my own.

don't know much things about her but I wished I would not be disappointed . I wished this bad feelings of mine should have stop.

It all startedd out after her short video was uploaded into youtube. Almost everyone knew her, her innocent face. I called Lowela and she told me it wasn't her who uploaded the video. She was awfully sorry for messing up , it was not her , itt was her younger sisster who did this. I couldn't blame her, I admit that Aleca's video was sure a tempting things to upload, she had a rare beauty and she was really attractive on her own simple way. I dreamed of becoming a movie director and I know some sort of things regarding potential stars or actor and actresess who had future in movie industry and I'm sure she had that cards. She might look naive but I can feel she was a smart one. Who could ever resist her? I knew by her personality that she won't enter the world of acting but who knows? Everything changes and life is unpredictable. She might bumped into wall and realized she has to do it. What if she needed money and there's no other way to earn as easy as how it should goes for her? I bet that day may come. She was a girl with lots of surprises.

She did not actually disappear literaly, she just made space and cut all her communication from us . I don't really have any idea if she bought another mobile phone or if she had watch the news on the internet and television that she was one of the hottest trend rising youtube sensation. She should have known that we are not the only one who were tempted to upload her short video and we are not the only one who had those videos that she was innocently sleeping. She was really a beasuty undefined.

Lots of nitizens uploaded videos one after the other since Lowela's younger sister uploaded the short video I took from her while she was sleeping in the bus. It was like the start of the wave. A signal for her fate. Her short videos sleeping at different time, date and place. Others have uploaded how attractive she is while sleeping at the restaurant while break time, sleeping at the train, sleeping at the flower shop. She was an attention catcher wherever she goes even she does not put much effort with it. She should have at least realize that it just happened that she should be known by the world and she could not escape it no matter what she does.

I heard from the news that she had gone popular by simply seen on youtube and displays her innocent image. Is she really innocent? I've seen her eyes when she got mad and I could not explain what she hides. She seems guilty of something. Her eyes were full of madness, sadness and doubt. I wanted to go ask her, listen to her and help her relieved from what she really goes through. I don't know much about her but I pitied her. I felt she needed help but she was avoiding the fact that she needed someone to rely on. Where could she be? I know she was safe and sound but I could not help myself thinking of what she was doing right now and for the past few days after her video became a trend.

There were lots of good comments towards her videos but its natural to have few or more haters who dislikes her for so many unreasonable reasons. This tough world where somebody might like you and many will dislike you.Its hard to explain things that constantly happens like how things should be done accordingly as it follows patterns.

I loved to loved a person who loved themselves and take care of themselves until they make their ove ones proud of how independently they tried to improve themselves.

Until one day when I suddenly saw Aleca being on magazines covers and was swiftly landing into a new rising actress of this chaos and yet great world where everyone suffers to survive and work hard to have the kind of life they wished to have.

I couldn't believe it for the first place that Aleca agreed to offers of bunch of talent scouts and landed to hollywood. She choose one and everything falls into line. At first , I could not really believe that my instinct was right, that she had that special card to be with those people who were known in this kind of business. I don't really know if she was force to do it or if she made a dicision of her own to try what seems to be fun.

I don't really know much about her but I had the bad feelings that something goes wrong and something isn't right but who am I to tell it? I wasn't a shaman or a fortune-teller. I was just an ordinary girl who dreamed of becoming a movie director at my very young age. Age doesn't really the measurement of how good people are or how a person should be respected. Eeryone should be given the chance to try and develop their skills. I know it should be done logically. Many respects Elders who were skilled at this field and I agreed to respect them too because I myself learned a lot from them and they were humble, few were boastful and arrogant but I could not blame them for their behaviors because they had something to be proud of and I have none. I was just starting out and was not really sure if I would really get the job and the ladder for my goal.I was trying instead but I wasn't noisily complaining. I was patiently waiting for the right time. Opportunity might seems blurred but I was eager to create one or another. I won't stop until I lost strength to do so. I hates regrets , It will haunt my unfortunate soul forever. So why not turn my unfortunate soul into something fortunate with determination and faith as my capital and love as the foundation. Love? Could it be really a foundation for building a career? I got really confused sometimes. Isn't it passion that should be the foundation? Isn't it faith? But they say that love and faith was unconsciously existed when a person shows great passion to whatever he does, even in such a simple act. I maybe young and less knowledgeable of things , of so many things and matters that are relevant and irrelevant but I'm sure are willing to learn from anyone, even from my own mistakes or from others mistakes. I am willing to adjust and accept my failures and try to smoothly lift myself from being on the ground after stumbling on a mystery road where danger, chaos , love, death, dreams and hopes were written.