Night rain 《Jikook》

When

Jungkook knew it would end like this.

"I can make you forget things..." he admitted as he reached his arms forward only to watch as Jimin joilted back "a... and don't even think that.... when the full moon comes... i can't control myself" Jungkook sighed as he griped onto the others shoulders, Jimin could see the sudden fear, but this time it radiated from Jungkook's eyes "You are the human that deserves much better than me.."

Jungkook loved Jimin so much. So much that he felt so sick about not feeling the smallest bit of regret about that day, too many times he hesitated.
And lost him.

"Forgetting? That just makes it all worse! It leaves you to carry the burden of the memories that i lost, not only that but how crule must you be to take away the memories of my first kiss. I wanted to remember...i promiced myself I'd never forget again..."

"Im sorry" Jungkook answered as he buried his face into Jimin's small chest as he bent forward, the gentel vanilla scent tilting his sensors to the side.

"If you really want...i'll give you all the memories, every single one i took away from you. But at a price" he whispered as he looked up into Jimin's eyes.

"I wown't remember"

Jimin shook his head "N..no i don't want you to forget, that's besides the point!...i want us bo.." Jimin was about to finish when suddenly he felt taken aback the moment Jungkook placed his lips against Jimin's, he wasn't scared nor disgusted.
But mad, why was it that he wasn't listening.
Was he that guilty of Jimin remembering that he himself wanted to forget? he was just confused.
And then it came, everything rushing in at once.
Leaving no time to adjust as he suddenly let out a gently gasp, Jungkooks fangs deepening as his large hands buckled around Jimin.

"J..jungkook"

Jimin cursed under his breath, they both tumbled to the ground.
Jungkooks head resting against Jimins chest as he struggled to sit upright "y.. you idiot" Jimin muttered as he fekt the unconcious wave of tears trickling down his cheeks "id prefer the one i love remembering our first moment tha...than remembering it all alone... Y..you just passed the burden down to me"

He cried, not fully meaning the last sentance. It was just from anger as he himself wanted Jungkook to remember, to give him love.

And maybe Jimin was just fed up with all the lies and the half trouths that haunted his entire life, but most importantly now that they have found eachother.
And all his memories came back he knew that their past had been deeper than this, oh how much he pittied the other.

Jungkook was out cold, and yet for one his expression was truly piecefull.
Jimin wasnt sure weather to be happy or mad but before he could decide Jungkook had already begun to open his eyes, he was oblivious untill the moment he looked over his shoulder to see Jimin's tears streaming down his face.

"Pr...princess don't cry" Jungkook whispered in a overly fearfull tone as he reached his arms over, skimming his fingertips against Jimin's skin.

"I don't remember anything that happened, nor what i have done so please tell... did I hurt you?.." Jungkook muttered nervously beneath his  reach, scared that he did something that ruined everything.

And yet Jimin was truly lost for words.
This wasn't fair.

Why did he have to go through this? He wished everything was normal.

Just for once.

Then none of this would have happened.