Haunted By The Vampire King

Some Lingering Memories

I was having dreams and nightmares

each and every single night.

the only thing that kept me going was Alec.

its blessing that he is willing to sleep with me even when I once strangled him in his sleep yelling "Alex's" name.

the worst part is I forget the dreams.

is it a good thing or bad thing

I really don't know.

I haven't seen much of Adam and Aspen after that night.

I guess Alec asked them to give me space.

but truth be told I miss them.

its boring over here with Alec gone in the morning.

he comes home late these days.

he looks awfully tired these days but he seems to light up whenever he sees me

yesterday he came with a deep cut on his forehead but when I asked him about it he just shrugged and brushed it off like anything.

there is still something that he is hiding from me.

and as I have not agreed to wear the mate ring things have not been going great between us.

Suddenly I hear the door open.

I turn my head and saw Alec entering.

I smile at him and he smiled back at me.

well that is the first time he had smiled back to me after our fight last day about the ring.

*Flashback*

"wear the ring Mia" Alec said holding my hand.

"No"  I told him.

"Please Mia, I cant see you in pain anymore" He told me his voice strained

I don't really care Alec" I told him

"Please Mia wear it" He told again.

"Alec no and that's final"I told him again.

I can't wear the ring because it can make my feeling for Alec more intense. But I really can't be in love with him.

the main reason is because I don't want to live my life among spiders, ruling them. Like how pathetic life can be.

I'm not being a bitch but I am Archeaphobic  and I have my dreams and ambitions.

I have always wanted to be a teacher. Teaching little kids and having a life of my own. But with him in the picture I really cant see it.

"Well give me one reason why you don't want to wear it" He asked me.

"the attraction is too hard to resist Alec" I told him

"Mia, you have to give in sooner or later" He said.

"Look whatever you have in your mind about us being together just erase it off, I don't want to be your mate or let alone be anywhere near you" I told him.

ouch t was a bit harsh.

even I felt bad.

"As you wish Mia" he told me and walked away. Leaving me empty. I hate this feeling, feeling empty whenever he was not around.

 I feel like I am only complete with him around.

crazy

I know right