My Sheltered Life

Where do we go from here? (Chapter 10)

Richards POV

I had stopped crying as Kevan told me that he would never fall out of friends with me, no matter what had happened.  He continued talking and said that seeing I had been honest with him, he wanted to tell me something as well. He told me about the night of the proms before we went and 'how handsome I looked', and then after when I was drunk and cuddled him all night whilst asleep, I never knew that had happened, he never said anything to me, but it had obviously affected Kevan giving him a strange feeling in his stomach.

Then he mentioned the texts that I sent him after the party 'stating that I liked him a lot'  again he stated that he had the same strange feeling in his stomach, he said that on the journey to university when he was getting ready to leave and I grabbed, hugged and the quickly kissed him, he felt it again, so hugged and kissed me back saying 'Even Now'.

He said that he was totally confused about his feelings towards me and said he only had them me, and he knew he struggled with girls which I already knew as I had tried to fix him up numerous times with dates, and then he said, maybe because deep down I like you to and maybe I'm Gay.

What was happening to both of us, why now, and when where 150 miles apart, was our friendship begining to be more?

Kevan said it was getting late and that we needed to think about what we both had said and talk about it tomorrow, I agreed and said goodnight 'Friendsfore ever right' I said.

I tried to sleep but my mind was all over the place, eventually I must of dozed off.

Kevans POV

After both our revelations to each other it was getting late, so I suggested that we both think about what we both had said, and talk about it tomorrow but we would always be friends. And could decide where we go from here later, I rang off wishing him goodnight and would speak tomorrow.

After talking to Richard and him confessing his feelings, and me telling him how he made me feel, I got into bed and tried to sleep, maybe because I had already had a nap, or was in a strange place and bed, I found it hard close my mind down, I was thinking so many thoughts my head was hurting. I felt so alone at that moment being so far away from home, I could have rung my mum but it was far to late, so just closed my eyes and tried to sleep.  Tomorrow was another day!