It's time to tell you everything

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*Warning long chapter*

I walk into Kyle and my room with Nallah by my side in human form and chad in my arms hugging my bare chest. Kyle quickly jumped up as he saw me enter and ran towards me. "Jade what happened are you okay? Who's this? Is Nallah okay?" I took a step forward. As I sat on the bed and looked up at Kyle. "I'm not sure that I'm okay, Nallah is fine, and this, this is Chad."

He looked even more confused I sighed as I tried to make the tears I knew were streaming down my cheeks go away. I looked at Kyle who was now between my legs. Which would be super sexy if he was naked and I wasn't going through everything I was going through. "Can you hold chad while I take a shower and get changed then I'll tell you everything." He looked at me, "Everything?" He questioned me. I bit my bottom lip and then nodded my head. "Yea It's time to tell you everything." And with that I went into the bathroom and turned the shower on.

I took about a good fifteen minutes in the shower. As I got out I put on some black sweat pants and one of Kyle's hoodies, it was the one he was wearing the first day I saw him in it's a blue one with a small moon on the right arm sleeve. As I opened the door of the bathroom my hair still soaked I stood in the doorway against the doorframe and looked at Kyle with Chad in his arms as he was reading a book to Nallah. I couldn't help the Memories of the possible future for me and Kyle come into my head. He would be an amazing father. And a sexy one at that.

But would I be a good mother? and if I would would he still love me and want me after what I'm about to tell him?

"Of course you would be an amazing mother and as for the Me still loving you part I will always love you and want you no matter what baby." He smiled up from the book as I walked to the bed and punched his leg as I noticed he was snoop in my head again causing us to laugh. I looked at Chad and Nallah who were both fast asleep.

I walked to my side of the bed where Nallah was and slipped under the covers as I put my arms around her and kissed the top of her head. Kyle slowly and carefully set Chad by Nallah and got under the covers as we laid in silent for a long while.

I heard my wolf come to the surface
I'm here for you let's do this let's tell our mate everything

I sighed and then looked into Kyle's eyes. As we communicated through mind.

"Kyle?"
"Yes love?"
"I want to tell you everything but before I do promise me something?"
"Anything."
"Promise me that you won't be mad at me and that you won't hate me or look at me differently when I've finished telling you everything."
" Oh baby I promise. One I could never be mad at you. Two I could never hate you. And three you will never be looked at differently no matter what you tell me you will still be my sexy, headstrong, stubborn, badass, mate."

I smiled and then kissed his hand that was around Chad and Nallah to be in mine. I took a deep breath.

"Well you read in the letter addressed to Drew that Jackson kidnapped me, well I'll start before that. See my dad after leaving his brothers pack started to take on wolfs that were banished from their packs along with some of the wolfs that left with my dad when he left his brothers pack and his brother was Jackson. That's when my dad met my mom, when they mated they automatically fell in love much like you and I, well their love was almost short lived as Jackson and his pack along with his mate ambushed my dads pack on their way to come here to ask your father for permission on their territory. My mother killed Jackson's mate Mia. Jackson was beyond pissed. Which I don't blame him. But Jackson warned my father and mother that he'd make them pay for what they had done. Now comes the part were me and my siblings come into the picture after my mom had the four of us, my dad quickly trained us. Josh and I were the ones who were always competitive. I was always my fathers best student. Josh hated it but never let it show. Well a few years had passed and my dads right hand wolf Marcus came to tell my father that Jackson was here in our den. My father told us that this was what we were training for to destroy our uncle. Jackson quickly appeared as he saw us, but he wasn't alone he had rogues with him and another woman with him he introduced her as an imprint. My father told me my job was to kill Jackson's imprint, but as I came to her she was the age Nallah is now, and I couldn't, I couldn't kill someone so young when this wasn't even about her so I stood down. My father knew what he asked me to do wasn't the best idea. Due to my actions, Jackson gave us one more day to prepare. The day passed by quick and he was back as promised only this time he came with more than 200 wolfs we were greatly outnumbered. That's when my uncle announced to us that he wasn't here to fight but to take something precious away from them and that's when he took me. He trained me to even beat him, but when I was given a command to kill someone, and I didn't comply to that order he would then, torcher me, beat me, burn me, hit me, starve me, dehydrate me, drugged me but for the most part he would— he'd— r—rape me! Until one day he told me to kill the girl my father told me to. The one Jackson had imprinted on. I complied and it wasn't till later that I had found out she was pregnant. As Jackson saw me getting better he'd get worse with me. He had made me into a weapon that even he can't beat, he only meant for me to be a weapon against my father. But when he noticed I was his undoing he let me go. Well so my dad thought. He never let me go. I escaped. A few years had passed by and my father took me with him on a battle we won but that's when he noticed I didn't have control on my wolf, and that I showed no mercy to the people I would kill. He helped me with it but it didn't help that I could still beat him. He always told me he didn't care that I was a weapon to kill him now because I would always be his daughter. My dad and mom got called off to a meeting of alpha wolfs that he left me and my siblings alone. I went for a run and came across a wolf that looked hurt but he wasn't he was sent by uncle to remind me what he does when I don't comply. He raped me and left me in the woods. I was 17 at the time. And then on my 18th birthday my father and I were training in the alpha headquarters. There was an ambush me and my father fought side by side until the end he was shot by a hunter and was sliced along the neck with silver, I then turned to see that the hunters were working for my uncle. He looked at me and ran off leaving me to be with my dyeing father. When I had got home with my dead father on my back. The pack anointed me alpha but I stepped down and gave to my brother Josh. I thought it was a good idea. I didn't want to fight Josh in it seeing as though we were twins it was for us to decide. And I didn't want to be Alpha because of my dad died for me. If I stayed with my uncle then it never would have happened. That was sort lived as after 32 hours of my fathers death my brother teamed up with the rogues as he was alpha of my pack he led the rouges in with no problems and let the rogues slaughter half my pack as he killed my mother he put her into my room where I was asleep to some sleeping shots the doctor had given me. When I woke up my mom was still alive as she handed me the letters and told me to stay pure. I wanted to rip out Josh's throat. As I went to find him I finally did. I didn't kill him because I noticed he mates with one of the rogues who I was about to kill. But I didn't want history to repeat itself. So I let him go with a warning that next time I see him I'll rip his throat out. And that brings me to now about chad, when Nallah and I were by the creek, this wolf named Natasha was hurt, as I went to her I offered to heal her and take her to her pack but she told me no that her pack was dead and that her mate was just over there two feet away from her and he had died two hours ago. But she asked me to take Chad and find a family for him in my pack. I told her I'd personally take him under my wing as a brother. As she took her last breath I picked her up and set her by her mate as I burned their bodies for the moon goddess to take. But when she told me the pack she was in was dead she told me how. And even though I didn't kill my brothers mate, History is still repeating itself, it was a band of rogues along with hunters. I think Jackson and Josh are coming with an army to fulfill Jackson's view of a good system. And that is a system of which he has his niece that he created as a weapon kill and slaughter for his will... Don't you see it's me if I give him what he wants I might hurt everybody... I might hurt my pack your pack....or even you! He won't stop until he's king!"
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Poor Jade I mean damn right? And the way she lost her people is absolutely sad? Her uncle is so fucked up am I right? Anyway sorry again for the long chapter. But I hope you liked it. Don't forget to vote and comment

Recap:
No recaps for this chapter I mean I think it's pretty simple to understand

What do you think Kyle will think of all this? And what's going to happen to Jade when Josh and Jackson arrive?

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