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The Story Of Tonight (Michael Mell X Reader)

Michael Mell X Reader

Sad

NOTES: Please listen to Laurens Interlude https://youtube.com/watch?v=MCGM2xzQ9gg from the musical Hamilton on repeat (Even if you don't know the song) Just do it please. It really sets the mood.

WARNING: DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE EMETOPHOBIA!!

TRIGGER WARNING: Sad Michael, Hanahaki disease, Depressing background song, Slight songfic, Lots of death mention
CUTENESS WARNING: None

Narrator's POV

Michael was best friends with Y/N. Nothing more. Neither one knew the other secretly loved them. Whenever Michael would try to say something about his love for her, she would pretend to stare at another guy, and it discouraged Michael greatly. This time, it was worse.

Michael's POV

I'm walking the hallway looking for my best friend Y/N. Jeremy is stupid, he's been ignoring me since he got that Squip. I don't care though, I still have her. I see her holding the arm of one of the popular guys. I lost my chance... She's dating him... I feel like throwing up.. I run home, tears threatening to spill from my eyes.

Your POV

I can't believe I'm doing this. I know I have to distract myself from my weird one-sided love for my bff. What would Michael think? Then again, what would Michael say if he knew I got myself into this situation? Michael will never love me, so I'm dating my least favorite guy from school, Jake Dillinger. I can't stand this guy. but, to be honest, he completely knows I don't love him. He just wants to be with me because people will think he's cool because he has a girlfriend.

Michael's POV

I get home and I start uncontrollably vomiting. I look down at my feet, because I'm standing up, and I realize, it's not liquid. It's petals... I've heard of this. My friend on World Of Warcraft had his little sister die from this.. I'm going to die. I walk upstairs, leaving a petal trail behind me, since they won't stop coming. I lay on my bed and I text Jeremy and Y/N the same message. Jeremy doesn't care, but maybe he'll see this someday and remember me. I send them the message "I'm sorry... There's nothing I can do... I'm going to die. Whether it be today or tomorrow, I'm dying..."

Your POV

I'm sitting on my bed, listening to You Will Be Found from Dear Evan Hansen when I get a text from Michael. "I'm sorry... There's nothing I can do... I'm going to die. Whether it be today or tomorrow, I'm dying...", it says. I ask, "What!?!? No!!! Why!?". He answers, "It's a disease I learned about from my friend on Warcraft. Their sister died from it." and I start crying uncontrollably. I manage to ask, "What is it!? Is there a way to stop it!? You can't die!!!"

Michael's POV

I keep throwing up the petals. They now cover my bed and legs. I get Y/N's message. "What is it!? Is there a way to stop it!? You can't die!!!" I reply, "Either surgery, which it's way too late for now, or my crush to love me back."; She asks, "What is your disease, Michael!?". I start singing quietly in between bursts of petal vomit. "I may not live to see our glory..." I sing. More petals come out of my mouth, and I send her, "It's called Hanahaki.. I'm going to puke petals until I inevitably die.."

Your POV

Michael's message.. "It's called Hanahaki.. I'm going to puke petals until I inevitably die.." My heart snaps in two. I'm panicking. "Who do you love, Michael!?" I send. He doesn't respond. I can feel the color draining from my face. I start spamming him with texts. "Michael..?" "Michael please" "Michael please be okay.." "Michael, I know it won't help, but I love you and I always have.. I hope the girl you love is worth dying for.. 😭"