I ran right into the washroom and threw up. I told you I felt like I had to. After I was done I just sat in there with my back up against the tub, my head between my knees, rocking back and forth like I was in an asylum. I was in there for at least an hour. I heard my phone going off like crazy. Im guessing, angry directioners. Then I heard a knock at the door. "Hunnie? Are you okay in there?" I got up and opened the door. I ran right into Lotties arms. She is the only person I wanted to see at the moment. "Whats wrong?" I took her to the computer and she stared at the screen blankly. "Oh my god, what an asshole!" "But, why would Louis tell him?" I asked her while stuttering. "Well, look at the picture Sydney. Their in a club. Louis likes his drinks and so does Niall. Maybe Louis slipped it out, but I promise you, he was drunk, he had to be and at my guess, so was Niall." I just burried my head into her shoulder and cried. When the other girls came upstairs Lottie told them that she would be down soon and that I needed alone time. I love Lottie like a sister. She was everything a girl could want in a best friend. She left the room without saying anything. She came back a few minutes later with four tubs of ice cream and Grease. We moved over to lotties bedroom. "Your choice, just you, just us, or all of us" She said. "Bring them all in" They all came in slowly. We all squished into lotties bed and watched the movie. I had two tubs to myself and the girls all had to share the others. After the movie and all the ice cream, I said that I would like to be alone. I got up and walked into louis' room. I laid down on the bed and took my laptop. I was ready to read all the comments. I had a belly full of ice cream and I was ready. I opened up twitter. Here were some of the tweets
-Who is that!
-Is that Sydney?
-Is that your princess
-Is that the girl in the magazine with you?
- thats girls a slut
- hey Sydney is the girl in the magazine!
-Why is Sydney attached to this tweet?
I actually didnt get too many hate tweets! I was happy about that. I heard a beep on my phone. Was it Niall? Nope. It was a text message and heres what it said,
-Whitney
Take a better look at that picture Princess (: Lots of love .xx
I was really confused. I slowly opened up the picture and as soon as I saw it, I understood. That girl was Whitney! I ran to the bathroom because I knew what was going to happen next. The next thing I knew, bye bye ice cream. Again Lottie came running. "What is it love?" "I-I-I-it-it was whitney. she was the girl in the picture." I whispered the last part. Lotties mouth just dropped to the ground. "I honestly dont care what you say, the next time I see Niall, the only thing he will be seeing is stars, and hunny if you ever decide to take him back, just remember he wont be able to have kids!" She said and despite my crying, I found myself laughing. She took me back to louis room and told me that she would stay with me again tonight. I smiled and the last thing I said before falling asleep was "Thank you for everything Lottie. You are the best person ever and I love you. Please dont forget that ever okay?"
The next morning when Lottie woke up, I wasn't there because I was on a plane. Dont worry, I wasnt going to sweden, I was going home. I couldnt take anymore. I have had enough with stupid 1D. I was done with them. All they did was cause me pain and suffering. Each and every one of them has made me sad or mad at one point in time. I had fallen asleep but I awoke right away when I heard the person say "We are landing."I found myself smiling from ear to ear. It was only 3am here so I called Jake. As soon as I got off the plane my knees went weak and I was on the ground. The cold hard cement. I didnt care. People were looking at me weird but I couldn't care less right now. It was so nice to be home, my real home! I picked myself up off the ground and grabbed my luggage. I left all the things I bought when I was staying with Lottie and Louis, there. I didnt want anything that I didn't come with. I walked down the stairs and I saw Jake standing there with a big smile on his face. "Hunny im home" I whispered into his ear as we hugged. "Cmon, lets get you to bed" He said. I smiled as he took my luggage and got into the car. We drove to his place and when we arrived I was asleep because the next thing I knew, I was laying in his bed still with my jacket on. I sat up and looked around, Then I saw jake. He was laying on the ground with no pillow or blanket. I looked at the clock, it was 12 already. I got off the bed and woke him up. He smiled when he saw my face. "Good morning beautiful." He said and I found myself smiling. He climbed onto the bed and we just sat there in silence for a while. It was a nice silence though. Finally he said "So, what made you come home?" I took a deep breath and took off my jacket. "Well, long story short, I kissed Louis, Louis left for sweden, the boys went to a bar, louis told Niall, Niall stuck his tounge down another girls throat" "Wow, I'm so sorry" "Hey wait, im not finished. Guess who that girl was?" "I dont know, who?" "Your one and only, Whitney" His mouth dropped. Instead of saying anything he reached into his pocket and took out his phone, he did something and then took me into his arms and cuddled me. "Im not crying you know?" I said. "I know, I just feel like you need someone right now annd I want to be the one that is here for you." I smiled wide when he said that. "Wait, why arent you crying?" "Because im done, I honestly couldnt care anymore. Niall could come crawling across country and I don't think I would even look his way." "Im very proud of you Sydney" "Thanks, hey what did you do with your phone earlier?" "Oh that. Lets just say Whitney will be looking for a new man" He said. I looked at him and kissed his cheek." Thanks." I said. I sunk back into his arms and just laid there.
It was 6 oclock when I decided that I would actually go home. My parents were both off work right now and the kids would be home from school. It was Wednesday and there was nothing going on. I took jake with me for support. I grabbed his hand as we walked through the door. "Hello?" I heard my mom say. As I turned around the corner, I got jumped. I was laying flat on the ground on top of Jake. With my mom, dad, two brothers and my sister all on top of me. I laughed and croaked "Get off" My mom was full in tears as she held me in her arms. "Never do that again young lady!" I laughed and then started crying too. "I promise. It was stupid and childish and I am so sorry" "Me too, I shouldn't have been so hard on you. If you love Niall, then I shouldn't stand in your way." I exchanged a look with Jake. Jake sat down next to me. "Can you explain while I go unpack?" I asked Jake. He nodded and started telling the tale. I walked upstairs slowly and opened my door. Nothing has changed one bit. I fell onto my bed and started crying. Oh how I missed it. I missed everything in my room, except one thing had to change. I went over to the corner where I had my 1D merch and everything. I took all the posters and ripped them and burned them and tossed the remains in the trash. I broke the cd into a million peices, I cut up the clothing and bracelets. I had nothing left and with that I smiled.
I heard my door open and I saw a little head poke through. It was my younger sister. "Sydney?" She whispered. "Yeah?" I said. "Please dont ever leave again okay?" She said. I started crying. I laid on my bed and my sister crawled under the covers with me. "I promise okay? You hear me?" She nodded and cuddled into my shoulder. A while later, we went downstairs and I found jake still sitting on my couch watching tv with my little brother, My mom was in the kitchen doing dishes and my dad had left for work. I walked passed jake and smiled. He smiled back at me. Then I made my way to the kitchen. I poured myself a glass of chocolate milk and sat at the kitchen table. "Hunny, im so sorry what happened with Niall. He is a jerk" "I know mom, its okay" I murmered. I went back into the living room and watched tv with the boys. After a couple of shows Jake got up and said he had to leave. I walked him to the door and hugged him. "Thank you for calling me" He said. "Thanks for being there for me" "Anytime Sydney. Call me tomorrow?" "For sure" I said hugging him one last time, I felt him squeeze me extra tight "Ow." I said lightly. He chuckled and apologized. After he left I went for a long shower and then went straight to bed. I fell asleep instantly, I loved the feeling of being in my own home, in my own bed.
The next morning I woke up my phone couldn't stop going off. Well it hasnt stopped going off since I left but this time I found the sound on. I always had it on viberate. I got out of bed and grabbed my phone. It was Niall. I answered it willing myself not to give into him.
S: what do you want?
N: Sydney. I need to talk to you, but first, where are you ?
S: At home, where I belong
N: Okay, at least your safe no-
S: Yeah as if you care.
N: Of corse I care. Can we talk?
S: What do you think we are doing?
N: I mean about that night. Tuesday night.
S: I guess.
N: I was drunk Sydney, you have to know that. I wouldn't send you that tweet if I wasn't.
S: Oh you wouldnt send me that tweet, but would you have kissed her?
He was quiet
S: Yeah thats right dick
I was about to hang up when he said,
N: But Sydney, what Louis told me that night. Is it true?
S: What did he tell you?
N: That you guys kissed.
S: Yeah Niall, we did and you know what at least I didn't brag about it
N: I told you I was drunk!
S: So what! I don't give a shit whether or not you were drunk or sober.
N: Sydney you had to know I was hurt.
S: Yeah, well im done being hurt
And with that, I hung up.
