All That Matters

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Jaye POV

As I sat in my Calculus class I looked out the window that is behind me. I sat and I watched the rain trickle down the window, wondering about my future. Love to be specific. I wondered if I will ever find somebody that will love me for me. Will I ever get married, have children. I'm 17 years old and never had a boyfriend. I guess nobody never finds me attractive. But its deeper than that, I need to learn that in order for me to love somebody else I need to love myself verbally,mentally and physically....

Deep into my thoughts totally in a daze I felt my friend Nicole tap me on my shoulder.

"Jaye..?"

"What "

"Look by the door " she said as a smirk slid across her face.

I looked towards the door and saw a boy entering the door. He was breathtaking.. He had curly blonde hair.. with freckles sprawled on both sides of his cheek with plump pink lips, he had yellow radiant skin that topped everything off.

"Class please welcome Christop- "

"Just call me Chris" he said as he looked at the class and back at the teacher

"Okayy... class please welcome our new student Chris,not Christopher "

I giggled figuring out what she did there referring to the book I read in 6th grade Bud, not Buddy. Obviously he did too cause he blushed.

"Chris, not Christopher please take the seat beside Jaye, Jaye please raise your hand "

I raised my hand a bit nervously, as I did so I looked the other way being insecure. He looked at me and gave me a smile and took the seat next to me.

" Hey I'm Chris "

"I know, I'm Jaye nice to meet you "

"Same here "

He turned around in his seat and started working on the assignment that was on the board. I wasn't even worried about the work. I went back to my daze looking out the window noticing that it stopped raining, matter fact it don't even seemed like it rained. That was weird.

20 mins later the bell rang. I walked out the room still kind of zoned out. I didn't even notice Nicole was talking to me.

" Oh my goshhh Jaye that nigga is fine... Jesus take the wheel " I laughed at her being so.... thirsty

"Yeah he was cute " I said knowing damn well he was far beyond it.. he was beautiful

"Jaye he's coming this way... he has your binder!! "

I turned around and saw him walking with my binder in his hand.... as he got closer I saw it was my binder with all my personal poems in there. I ranned to him and snatched out his hand.

"Did you read any of this?!? " I whisper-yelled

"No... you left it in class I was just bringing it back " I could hint the attitude in his voice.

"yeah right.. " I mumbled

I walked away feeling exposed. Only because I knew he read one. Why would it take him that long to bring me back the binder..... exactly.

I didn't even feel like going to class. I just went outside to the parking lot and got inside my car. I grabbed my blunt out my beanie and lit it. I inhaled slowly while I had the blunt in between my lips. I held it in my chest for at least 10 seconds then breathed out leaving my troubles behind.

Chris POV

After the lil scene that girl Jaye caused in the hallway over her funky ass poems I walked to my 2nd period class. I sat in the back not wanting to be occupied. As the teacher called out role I heard him call out the name that sent Chills down my spine "Jaye Jones ".

I looked around the class and noticed she wasn't here. Her voice echoed in my head as I thought of her appearance. She was brown skin with reddish-brown hair I can tell it was natural even though she had it straight stopping in the middle of her back, she had small pretty lips and a couple of freckles in the middle of both of her cheeks and some of them sprawled across her nose. You would say that's alot of freckles but it was beautiful on her.... wait what am I thinking I'm Breezy and Breezy don't love these hoes. I chuckled slightly.

40 mins into class the infamous Jaye walked in. But she looked different... her eyes was sitting low and they were red..... she's high. I leaned back in my chair as I sat there and watched her give a pass to the teacher. She came and sat next to me.. I guess in her assigned seat. As she sat down I could smell the loud, and so could everybody else.

"Jaye.... next time put some spray on "

"Don't worry about me, I'm good "

I looked at her and just stared, why is she so.... mean. There must be a story behind all of this. The whole class period I payed attention to the teacher, not worried about Jaye mean ass.

Jaye POV

I guess you can say I was being mean to Chris. But I only had at least 15 mins of class and he already blew my high. The rest of the day continued and I found out I had my last 2 periods with him.

As I walked into my house after locking my car doors I could already hear the yelling.

"Michael.... why are you lying to me, you DID NOT go to work"

"Yes I did Alana.... and if I didn't so fucking what!!.I'm a grown ass man "

They continued to argue, my mom think he's cheating but my dad loves her to much to do that. I'ma fill you in he lost his job a few weeks back and scared to tell my momma. So every morning he'll act like he's going to work but he really goes to my granny house across town.But my momma think he's having affair with the 'girl' he sees every morning. I went upstairs to my room and sat by my bed. I looked out the window gazing as usual and noticed a U-Haul truck in front of the house in front of ours. I looked closer and noticed a familiar.boy. I studied harder at his face and noticed that it was HIM...... that boy Chris

-DeneiseJ