All That Matters

The Day After.

Before I start writing ima tell y'all about the time of the book. So last chapter was prom... so it's the middle of May and they graduate in the beginning days of June.

Jaye POV

It's Monday and today would be the first day of me going to school with Chris since his incident.

Since Chris momma took away his keys we back to riding with each other. I pulled into his driveway and honked my horn twice. While waiting for him I plugged my aux cord into my car and started bumping 2014 Forest Hills Drive; J. Cole new album.

As I was getting into my favorite song on the album;No Role Modelz Chris got into my car.

“Hey little girl” he said putting his seatbelt on.

“Ain't nothing little over here pimp.” I said turning my radio down and pulling out his driveway.

“Yeah except for them little A-Cups you got sitting on your chest.”

I looked down at my chest with a frown on my face. My titties not even small I thought to myself.

“Boy bye first of all nigga these are C-cups.” I said pointing to my chest. “And you don't see me talking about your little partna' down there.”

“Girl I almost had a reflex and almost punched your ass.” he said clearly being upset.

I laughed at him being so sensitive, he can dish it but can't take it.

“Cheer up.. it's just fun and games Chris.” I said pulling into the school.

He looked over at me squinting his eyes and sticking his tongue out like a little 4 year old. We got out the car and went to the cafeteria and sat beside Michael and Nicole eating breakfast.

“Heyyyyy” Nicole sang as Chris and I sat beside them.

“Wassup? How was prom yesterday?” Chris asked.

“We didn't go because Nicole over here couldn't ev-”

“I was sick....I started my period.”

“Ewwww... T.M.I”

I felt bad for Nicole, I could clearly tell she was embarrassed to tell Chris the real reason and Michael could tell to. We just brushed it off and continued with the rest of the day.

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School was straight today some girls was up Chris ass since he got out the hospital. But he know better so I ain't tripping. I was excited to get out of school cause me and my dad  was eating lunch.

I already know what he tryna talk about. My sister died around this time and we always get emotional. But I just wanna accept it and let it go. Don't get me wrong I loved and still do love her , but its not healthy to keep dwelling in the past.

I walked inside my house and saw my momma laying down on the couch sleep. So I ran up the stairs to my room and hurriedly changed into some black joggers and my white Nike shirt. I didn't have the time to specifically pick out shoes so I chose the first pair I saw.

I got all my stuff together and went back downstairs and headed out the door.

Chris POV

Damn I been waiting all day to get to the house. I've been waiting to take my medication. Somehow I left them bitches at the house and my ass been craving them.

I'm tryna to take my mind off of them but it just makes me want them even more. Now I see how crack heads feel. I walked into my bathroom and found my pill bottle just as I was finna pop it in my mouth my mom just appeared out of nowhere.

“You still taking those pills? Boy you ain't hurting.”

“Well once you get beat by a police officer then you can tell me I ain't hurting.” I said dry swallowing the pill.

“Watch yourself Chris. ” she said sternly.

I walked out the room and she was right behind talking about some shit I ain't wanna hear. She going on and on about growing up with her parents. I don't give a fuck. Usually I'll be laying down in my bed , but I can't if my momma all over me.

“You listening Chris?”

“Yeah ma I'm listening.”

“Chris I'm not playing with you. I'm telling you if you abusing those pills...”

“What?!? What you talking about?”

“So you weren't listening.” she smiled.

“Ma ain't nobody abusing no pills. I take them when I feel like I need to!! That's not abusing them. If I am whatchu gonna do...judge me huh?”

“Chris calm down ain't nobody gonna judge you.”

“Yeah whatever..” I mumbled walking off.

I went upstairs to my room and grabbed my pill bottle and took 2 pills out and dry swallowed both of them. It wasn't a good idea but it seemed like it was at that time.

 

                                           -CB_Yungin'

Bruh pay attention to that last sentence. That's all I'm gonna say.

-Oh and Jaye meeting with her dad is in the next chapter.