Why Me?

Chapter 7-MAGCon, Day Two

I was just looking through Twitter, being bored out of my mind, while they did sound check, or whatever. Why did Benjamin have to leave? Sad face.

"I'm going for a walk," I told whoever was listening and grabbed my longboard.

I set my board down and stepped on it. I slowly pushed myself around the venue, just looking at everything.

"I want AriZona," I said to myself.

"Then go get some."

I jumped and nearly fell of my board.

"Jesus Taylor, you scared the poop out of me." I turned around and faced him.

"Sorry," He said, not sounding sorry at all.

"Sure you are," I rolled my eyes.

"So do you want to go get some AriZona?" He asked me.

"Duh," I smiled and picked up my longboard.

We left the building, I don't think we were allowed to, and walked to the a 7/11 that was down the road. I grabbed a watermelon AriZona and Taylor got a kiwi strawberry one. I also got a bag of hot Cheetos.

"How do you ride that thing?"Taylor asked, gesturing to my longboard as we were walking back.

"Uh, it's pretty easy. Plus I've been doing it for a while." I popped a hot cheeto in my mouth. "I mean, you have to balance and stuff, so that's a little hard. Plus it's sometimes scary going down hills, but I've gotten used to it."

"You should teach me how to ride," He said, stealing one of my Cheetos.

"Sure, but it'll take a while." I smirked at him.

"i'm a fast learner." He winked at me and I rolled my eyes.

"Where were you?!" Bart screamed at us, or more specifically Taylor, as soon as we stepped in the door.

"Calm down, we just went to 7/11 for food," Taylor said, showing him our AriZona and Cheetos.

"You still should have told someone." Bart pinched the bridge of his nose and closed his eyes. I felt kinda bad for him, dealing with all these crazy boys all the time. But whatever, he came up with MAGCon, so it's his fault.

Bart led Taylor back to the stage, leaving me alone. I rolled my eyes at Bart and followed behind them, slowly sipping my drink.

"There you are!" Mahogany rammed into me and wrapped her arms around me, trapping me in a hug.

"Here I am," I said in a monotone voice.

"Where were you? MAGCon is about to start." Of course, all she cares about is stupid MAGCon.

I walked away without saying another word and sat down on the floor and leaned against the wall. I took out my headphones and plugged them into my phone, I pressed shuffle and closed my eyes as Best Friends by The Janoskians came on.

Someone tapped my shoulder and I looked up to see Cameron kneeling next to me. I knocked my headphones off my head and looked at him.

"We're starting soon, so if you want to either go backstage, or...yeah go backstage, because they're letting everyone in in less than five minutes." He stood up and held out his hand. I grabbed it and he pulled me to my feet.

We both walked backstage, where everyone else was.

"Are you going to come onstage today?" Jack (G) asked me.

I frantically shook my head. "No way!"

"Why, you were so good yesterday." Shawn said, butting into our conversation.

"There is no way I'm going back up on that stage." I crossed my arms.

Everyone looked at me, so I turned away and put my headphones back on. I pressed play and listened to Really Don't Care by Demi Lovato. I hummed along and just stared into space.

After a few more songs, my headphones were knocked off my head. "Hey!" I looked up to see Carter's hand raised and everyone huddled around me.

I instinctively scooted back. "DId you knock my headphones down?" I asked Carter.

"Yeah..." He trailed off at the end.

"Why?" I glared at him.

"We were trying to get your attention for like, 5 minutes." Jack (J) said.

"Yeah, you were like staring at nothing, and weren't moving." Aaron told me.

"It was kind of creepy," Hayes said. Nash slapped his head.

"Ohyeah, I kind of zone out when I listen to music. Sorry." I rubbed the back of my neck, awkwardly.

"Ok, well we need to go on stage. We just wanted to tell you that." Jacob said.

I just nodded in response. Jacob patted my head, which I found kind of weird, and they all left. I decided to call Aurora, because what else is there to do?

"Hey girl, hey!" She answered right away.

"Sup, hoe." We have an insteresting relationship.

"Wassup?" She asked.

"I'm at MAGCon, bored out of mind." I laid down on the floor, because screw couches.

"How come you aren't in the audience, or even on stage with them?" Aurora asked.

"Cause, people. And there is no way I'm going through that again."

"What, again?" She sounded confused.

"Yesterday they dragged me out on stage and forced me to sing with Mahogany." I explained.

"OMG, seriously? You poor thing." I have such a good friend.

"Yeah, it was awful."

There was yelling on the other side of the phone. "Hey, chica, I've got to go. Austin has his guy friends over, and I need to make sure they don't destroy the house."

"Kay, bye bitch. Tell Aussie I said hi." I hung up after she said bye.

I put my headphones back on, and put my Justin Bieber playlist on, That Should Be Me came on first. Before I knew it, my eyes closed, and I fell asleep.

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"Shhh, your going to wake her."

"Shut up!"

"You guys are so loud."

"Ughhhhh," I groaned and rolled over.

"Morning, Sleeping Beauty." I opened my eyes to see a smirking Matt.

"Shhhh," I put my hand over his face and closed my eyes again.

"No, no, no, no, no. You are not going back to sleep." Nash picked me up and put me on my feet.

I almost fell over onto Taylor, but he steadied me.

"Why did you wake me up?" I whined.

"Cause we are going out to dinner, you slept through the entire MAGCon." Cam told me.

"Oops," I shrugged.

"Lets go, I'm hungry." Hayes said.

"You're always hungry," Nash teased his brother.

We all laughed at Hayes's annoyed expression and left to get food.

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Hey, so I'm sorry that it took so long for me to update. I was goingy to update yesterday...then the Connor thing happened.

Yeah, I'm still pretty depressed about it. My mom has been understanding though, and letting me just take a break from everything and just be sad. I can barley go on twitter without wanting to burst into tears, because everyone is posting stuff on it. Yesterday I just went though the #WeLoveYouConnor and just cried and cried.

But anyways, vote and comment if you liked this chapter.

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Goodbye all you lovely people. I love you, stay cloudy :)