Asking Alexandria the love triangle (James cassells and Ronnie Radke story)

Any one but you

"Alison back for some more Ben Bruce" came his irratating British voice, "no Ben i want nothing to do with you, or Asking Alexandria, i'm here to see Ronnie and thats it" i said as Ben came closer, "well Ronnie doesnt want to see you, as me and him have just decided you were using him to get to me" he giggled as he walked away, "thats not true, if i wanted you wouldn't have gone through James?" i shouted "ah about James he hates you too" ben smiled at me then headed over to his bus, I didn't know what to do i felt so lost i actually had no where to go, everyone hateing me explained the funny looks i got from security, i walked over to the VIP bar and got a coke, "thought you had given up drinking, at that thought you had died" came a familiar voice, i turned around and it was Dahvie, "its just coke and i thought i had to, i just gave up, but i'm sure you don't want to talk to me and most likely believe Ben just like Ronnie" i said, "no, Ben is full of shit, Ronnie only believes him because Ben went to try and comfet him when he was at his lowest, and you can stay with me and Jayy as long as you want" Dahvie said giving me a hug. "Thanks Dahvie" i said hugging him back,  i drank my coke then we walked over to the botdf bus, Just as we got there, "well well its back" i turned around and came face to face with jacky, "haven't you coursed Ronnie enough pain, and then tried to ruin his friendship with Ben, you are a mess and shouldn't be here" Jacky spat, "Dude, shes done fuck all wrong, Bens the one ruining everything" Jayy said appearing out of nowhere. "what ever" Jacky said walking away. "Maybe i should just go back home" i said, "nope, we are gunna sort this out" Jayy said picking me up and carrying me in the bus, he put me down on my usual bunk when i stay with them, then he went to his own bunk but soon reappeared with hair dye and make up, "we are going to create the new you, the new you thats gunna act like you dont give a shit about what Ben Bruce has coursed you are now here to hang out with BOTDF", Jayy said while applying bleach to my hair.

several hours later,

My hair was now similar to how dahvie's was in the rise and shine video, my make up was very bold and we were now heading to  a piercing shop, i was going to get spider bites on both sides of my bottom lip, i was also getting a dermal below my eye, and was getting scafolding in my right ear. once they are done i want Je Ne Regrette Reien, tattooed between my shoulder blades.

2 hours later,

the tattoo artist was just finishing off, its a good thing it was a day off for Dahvie and Jayy, but they had a signing in an hour, so we pretty much ran back to warped. when we got there we all redid out make up got changed, i wore a top that showed my new tattoo, and i wore some blue hot pants. i then wore my christian louboutin heels, as this was in a music store. Once we were all ready we got a taxi to the place, Dahvie and Jayy did a quick accoustic set then went and sat behind a table, where loads of people went past and got things signed, i stood behind them, where i kept hearing people questioning who i was, "its our best friend ever Alison" Dahvie and Jayy replied. before we knew it we were heading back to the bus, where we stayed the night as warped was in that place the next day. We spent the night watching Tim Burton films and eatting pop corn, i kept getting texts from Ronnie and James but i refused to read them. I started to feel really tired and was soon being carried to my bunk, Dahvie slept in my bunk too,  He made me feel safe but didn't stop the dreams. i woke up with Dark Dreams blasting through the bus, Dahvie was awake and making breakfast, Jayy was smoking cannabis, the bus stunk of it but i liked the smell, my back was really aching and so was my lip and ears, Jayy offored me some of his "joint, spliff" (not sure what you know it as) which i hesitated, but after some encoragement from Jayy i took it and took a few drags, Jayy told me to finish it as he had pleanty more. once i was slightly high it was time to go set up, i went along to help, as soon as we got to the FIR bus Ronnie stepped off, i put my head down hopeing he would't notice me, but he did, "Alison, why are you ignoring me" he shouted running to catch up with me. "Ronnie, she doesn't want to talk to you, shes here for the rest of warped to see us" Jayy said, "i need to talk to her please" Ronnie begged, "FINE" i shouted, i turned around, we headed over to the FIR bus, i sat on the floor and pulled out my cigs, "what do you want Ronnie, you know me being here is just making it worse, and you believe Ben so what is the point" i said, "i dont believe Ben at all, he thinks i do but im not stupid, i miss you Ali,  come back please, oh and James doesnt hate you, he misses you and hates himself because he blames himself for you running away" Ronnie said, opening his arms for a hug, i put my cig out then stood up, i walked up to Ronnie and put my arms around him, id missed him and being in his arms again felt great, though i really wanted to see James.