Asking Alexandria the love triangle (James cassells and Ronnie Radke story)

chapter 6. wrong choice

we headed back to the bus, well i went to the merch stall because it was time to set up now. The day went pretty quick, i didnt see James for the whole day so that was probably a good thing, I didn't really want to see Ronnie either, i just wanted to be on my own for a bit, with just my thoughts, "hey, Alison why are you on your own" Dahvie vanity said walking over to me, "i just wanted to think about stuff, without Ronnie being nosey" i said, "well how about you stay with me and Jayy tonight, we won't be nosey i promise" dahvie said, "Ok thanks dude, iv just gotta go tell ronnie and grab some stuff" i headed back to the bus where Ronnie stood talking to the band with a smile on his face, i gave him a hug as i went by as i hugged the rest of the band too, i then packed a small bag and got off the bus, "where are you going" they all asked, "im gunna chill with botdf tonight" i said, Ronnies smile disappeared and he went back on to the bus, "whats up with him?" Jacky asked, "i dont know i just got here and i dont intend on finding out because i am now leaving i'll see you guys tomorrow" i said walking over to the BOTDF bus, "whats up with you" Jayy said appearing out of  nowhere and tickerling me which i screamed at, "dont tickle me, and nothing Ronnies just being mardy" i said, "Nope hes jelouse" said Dahvie coming off the bus and handing me his phone, he was on twitter and Ronnie had just updated, "when you plan to spend the evening proving to the one you love that you do love them but she would rather spend her eveing with a bunch of fags"  ah i thought, "so whats going on with you and Radke" Jayy asked, "nothing"  i said, "there is, ooo are you and radke sleeping together" Dahvie asked, "No, dahvie just drop it please" i said getting slightly annoyed, "ok, sorry" he said giving me a hug, "you know im only playing with you" Dahvie joked, we went on the bus and Dahvie showed me the spare bunk, i put my stuff on there then went back to sit with them, "cig?" Jayy offered, "no thanks, trying to quite" i replied, "any particular reason?" he asked, "Nope" i said, "so i take it you are trying to give up drinking too" Jayy asked, "not by choice though, that im being forced to give up"  i said, "by who? wait let me guess Ronnie" Dahvie said sitting on me, "yup but im not that botherd by it i guess its a good thing" i said, "hehe either your happy im here or you got a text" Dahvie said still sitting on my knee, "well i think i got a text" i said pushing him on the floor, i got my phone out and it was just twitter, though it was another tweet from Ronnie, "should be chilling with the best person ever now but nope she abandoned me and im left alone with my boring band :@" hes actually getting on my nerves now, i was just about to put my phone away when it went off again, this time it was a text from James,

"wanna chill tomorrow?x"

"I dunno, depends what mood Ronnies in, he aint happy at the moment so i'll text you in the morning"

"so you're the person he was on about on twitter, and fags??"

"He means Jayy and Dahvie, hes just jelouse but i have reasons for not wanting to be on the FIR bus tonight"

"but why would he care that you're not on the FIR bus its not like you're dating"

"hmmm" i replied then turned my phone off. How was i meant to tell James, i felt bad but looking to all the points after Warped i'd never see James but im going to be living with Ronnie so thats why i said yes when he asked, i do like him alot i just feel bad for James which is why i didn't want to stay on the FIR bus tonight. oh i have messed everything up, i turned my phone back on to see what time it was, just as Dahvie sat back on me, "ouch" i shouted, "sorry" he said giving me a hug, my phone buzzed which meant i had a text,

"you are dating him arnt you, thats why you have been avoiding me"

"yep you definatly are because now you are ignoring my texts, it was nice of you to tell me but when all this goes wrong i will say i told you so, what you don't know is that Ronnie just sees this as a game, and now hes won and iv lost, When Ronnie messes up i'll still be here"

"James, i'm sorry :/ i should have told you and i shouldnt ignore your texts, and its nice knowing il have a friends still if everything fucks up, you're definatly the best friend a girl could ever ask for"

"Ali,James will be fine just give him some time, and by the looks of things you don't seem 100 percent happy with your choice" Dahvie said, "i am happy i just feel iv hurt James now too" i said just as Dahvie pulled me into a hug, "it will all sort its self out, and anyway we are stopping for food and booze so come on" he said standing up and pulling me with him.

we ate little and drank way to much,I lost track of what i was drinking after about the 6th Jagerbomb (A shot of Jagermeister which is a german liqure in a energy drink picture at the side) "Ali, Ali, ALIII" Dahvie shouted, "yes Dahvie dearist" i replied trying not to laugh, "i, i think we should get back on the bus as we need to get to the next venue," he said, "i agree muchly" i replied, we grabbed Jayy then wobbled back to the bus, "BUS DRIVE MOVE THIS BUS" Jayy shouted, me and Dahvie manged to get Jayy to his bunk then we said out goodnights then went to our own bunks, It didn't take me long to fall asleep and for once i didn't dream.

"pick up your phone, Answer your texts" was all i could hear it was my ring tone for Ronnie, i sat up and hit my head of the roof of the bunk, "Fuck" i said a little loudly, but i answered the phone before any one could ask, "Ronnie what do you want, im dying here" i joked, "for one thing you said you don't get hangovers and second thing get your sexy as to the merch tent now" he said, "meh, fine on my way.... to get dressed" i said laughing, "hurry up then," he said, "get off the pphone then so i can get ready" i said, "fine, bye" he said hanging up, i quickly got dressed, said bye to a very hung over Dahvie and Jayy then headed to the FIR merch tent, "Hey dude" i said as the merch guy was there again whoms name id already forgotten, "hey, do you wanna start setting up the new t-shirts that only just got here" he said, "ooo new shirts im gunna have to be the first fan to buy one" i said a little to excited, "haha go for it" he said i took the tape off the box and pulled out the new t-shirts, once all set up i got one of each and put my money in the till thing, i then went on to twitter, "The awesome moment when im the first @Fallinginreverse fan to get the new t-shirts all be jelly wibble wobble" a few minutes later Ronnie commented, "as if, i've not even seen them yet, shouldnt i get first pick" i replied with, "um no, you made me get up so i was here first and got first pick, you will get over it<3"  he soon replied, "maybe i wont get over it, lucky i love you isnt it <3" my phone soon was blowing up with fans comments asking if me and Ronnie were dating, "dude do you mind if i nip back to the bus wont be to long, do you want anything?" i asked the merch guy, "um bring some food and monster back with you" he said, "will do see ya in a bit" i grabbed my new shirts then headed back to the bus.

Ronnie was outside talking to his manager, i snuck up behind him and jumped on his back, "hey" i said, "hey, and now do you expect me to let you go" he said grabbing my legs, "but i gotta go back to the stall in a bit, i only came to drop my new shirts off" i said but Ronnie still didn't put me down, "and?? you're mine now and i will never let you go" he said, "what about when i need to pee" i asked, "um i may let you go then" he laughed. "well thats good then" i said kissing his cheek, "right can i go put this stuff on the bus please" i asked, "hmm on one condition" he said, "whats that?" i asked, "i get a proper kiss and we put it on twitter to shut all the anoying questions up?" he said, "questions?? you mean people and fine" i said, as ronnie let go of my legs so i could get off his back, he got his phone out and put the camera on, i got really nervous and i swear to god id eatten butterflys for breakfast, once Ronnie had sorted his phone out he bent down and kissed me, he then stepped back checked his phone and posted the picture on twitter and just before i could head on to the bus he kissed me again, this time with a little bit more passion, i pulled away "to busy for this" i said walking on the bus laughing as Ronnie pouted, "not fair" he said from behind me, i grabbed some random food and a few cans of monster then went back to the stall. "here we go " i said handing the stuff to the merch guy, "you would not believe how many people have asked for you since Ronnie posted that photo" he said, "i can probably believe to be honest" i said going slightly red.

The day went pretty quick loads of people came and asked for pictures with me, and when FIR came to do their signing loads of people wanted pictures with me and Ronnie. i was just putting the last few items in boxes when I heard a very familiar english accent from behind me, "i hope you are happy, James is in a state, hes broke his phone because he was sick of going on twitter and see all the photos, you have really messed him up" i turned around, "Ben i didn't mean too" i said, just as he waled over and kissed me then walked off just as Ronnie walked over to me, i just stood shocked and scared, Ronnie looked so pissed off.