Strike two for Ben Bruce

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James didn't reply till morning so either he had fallen asleep or just didn't know what to put, but he replied with "Well i'm sure he would love to be your best friend, and i'm sure he hopes you will be his best friend too, and that he is sorry for the way is idiotic friends acted, and that if they do or say anything again they may end up with a broken nose or a droom stick up their arses :)"


i smiled at the fact he put droom stick, as thats the way he said it. i put my phone in my pocket as Ronnie came over and wrapped his arms around me, "good morning to you too"  i said turing round and huged him back, "so what are you doing today then small person" he said with a cheesey grin on his face, "im not that small, and i don't know i may hang around with this tall weirdo thats in this band called Falling in reverse, i'd say listen to them but their not that great" i said with an evil grin on my face, "oh really, well maybe this person doesnt want to hang with you because you just said his band was crap"  he said looking slightly hurt, "well its a good thing i was joking then because i actually love his band" i said going on to tip toes and kissed his cheak, "well thats good then, because i thought i might actually have had to tickle you to death" he said placing his lips on mine. i felt him smile as i kissed back. "so tall person what  are we doing today"  i asked, "well i'm going to take this lovely girl i know to breakfast, then we are coming back as my band have a signing, then i was thinking me and this same girl could go see some bands, possibly hang with  Blood on the dance floor till i have to perform, then im going to take the girl to dinner before we have to go back on the road, and during this time we are going to sit snuggled up watching some films till we both fall asleep" he said smiling the whole time, "well i'm sure this girl would love that, but what about me" i joked, "well you my dear are that girl" he replied kissing my forehead. 

Once we were both changed and ready to leave, Ronnie found a small cafe and we had a quick breakfast, then went back to Warped and i was now sitting on Ronnies knee as he signed posters, Albums, T-shirts and body parts.  we sat there for at least 3 hours,  before everyone got bored and decided to stop signing for the day. Ronnie said bye to his band mates then we went over to the Blood on the dance floor bus, Dahvie let us in as Jayy was looking for his blow pops, "wheres my blow pops, Ah Blow pops, cool, ok lets see, assorted bubble gum filled pops, artifitial flavored, ah lets see theres a picture of a watermelon, so they must have watermelon, watermelon, um lets see, oh where are you, i guess you got sour apple, erm you got grape, whats whats the blue one, whats the blue one.... Cherry, but its blue, Blue cherry, lets see, wheres that watermelon, WATERMELON, where is it, Damn you strawberry and your pink deceiving wrapper, see strawberry, couldnt they follow the same rule for cherry, Ah watermelon" was all we could hear from the kitchen, we all sat there laughing our asses off. Jayy finally came over to us, with his blowpop, "urmmmm mmmm Watermelon" he said sitting down. "so you guys ok?" Dahvie asked, "yeah all good and you guys hows touring for you?" Ronnie answered, "its going great, though Dahvie keeps eatting my blow pops" Jayy said looking evily over at Dahive, "no Jayy you just eat them all" Dahvie replied, "so FIR had their Bryan Starrs interview yet, i think Jayy scared him away from Botdf," Dahvie said, "yeah we had it, wait nope we have it tomorrow" Ronnie corrected himself, "well have fun, bryan is such a great guy" Jayy said. "well you guys coming to watch us perform because our stage guy will be knocking on that door in two mins" Dahvie said going to redo his stage makeup, and as he said two minutes later there was a knock on the door and a loud shout saying, "hurry the fuck up guys you're due on stage soon" , Dahvie ran passed grabbing jayy and me by the arm, i grabbed Ronnie and we were soon on the way to mainstage..

Botdf were great as always, i got a text from James half way through saying, "we are having a band party on our bus tonight if you want to come" i thought and remembered Ronnie said he was taking me to dinner, but for some strange reason i really wanted to see James so i replied "i'll be there". i put my phone back in my pocket and watched the rest of Botdfs set then when they finished i dragged Ronnie away, "i can't go for dinner tonight, I promised James i was going to Chill with him and the guys sorry" i said looking slightly sad, "oh its ok, we can do it tomorrow" he said trying to smile, "thanks Ronnie" i said kissing him on the lips, we went back to the bus so he could get ready to go on stage, and i got changed in to something more comfy, a pair of pin striped shorts, with an Asking Alexandria vest top. i grabbed my backpack put some extra clothes in it and then went to go grab some food, "nope your not eatting we are going for an early dinner come on" Ronnie said dragging me off the bus, we got a taxi into the town and found a little resterant, we sat a table furthest from the window. once we had eatten we got a taxi back and then went straight to the stage. FIR were on after, what ever band had just gone on so it gave us time just to chill for a little bit, once we got to the stage i recognised the song that was playing it was Asking Alexandria, we went and sat at the side of the stage, James smiled when he saw me, and so did Ben which was kind of worrying. once they finished, Danny walked over to me and bear hugged me, "ewww Danny your all sweaty" i screamed, " i know" he whispered. he put me down then walked off i guess back to the bus with the rest of the band minus James, he stayed with me, Ronnie pulled me into a hug and kissed me pasionatly, then went on stage, James looked slightly jelous and i felt really bad and i didnt know why. Falling were amazing as ever, once they were finished me and Ronnie kissed good bye and i went with James to the Asking bus,  the guys were setting up a poker table, and setting up bottles of god knows what, "poker seriously" i questioned, James didn't answer he just pushed me onto the bus, we sat down with the rest of the guys, Danny delt and we started playing while doing shots of something. i won first round and Danny lost, he removed his t-shirt and i shot Ben a confused look, "we are playing strip poke, it was my idea" he said with a smirk, i quickly shotted the drink that got put in front of me,  the next few rounds i was about 3rd but  as we kept playing i started to lose rounds, i was now sitting in shorts and bra, but i currently didn't care as i was really drunk, Ben started taking pictures, which i also didn't care about, James had won most rounds so he was just missing his t-shirt, i kissed his cheak as he lost this round and removed his shoes. before i knew it, everyone was just in underwear, and Ben lost again, so he had to remove his boxers, we all sat trying not to laugh. as he sat butt nacked and out of the game, i was soon bra less and decided to call it a night, i gathered up my clothes kissed all the guys on the cheak then went and stole James bunk, i pulled my jarmers on and got into James bunk. i soon fell asleep, i woke up in the morning with arms around me, i turned to see James i smiled as he looked cute when he was asleep. i went to sit up, as a huge pain formed in my head, and i had the sudden urge to be sick, i climbed over James without waking him and made it to the bathroom intime to throw up. once id finished i felt a little better so i went to see who was up, which was answe nobody, i went back to James bunk and he woke up as i crawled back over him, "i take it somebody has a hang over" he whispered, "just a little bit" i said back, he got up and i fell asleep but soon was woken by james shaking me, "Tea and a pain killer" he said handing me a cup of tea.i took the pill and sipped the tea, "do you want to watch tv for a bit?" he asked, i nodded and we took his quilt tot the sofa and watched some random tv program, when the news came on, "Asking Alexandria, another drunken night but this time with Alison, Ronnie Radkes current girlfriend, but will this relationship last much longer, Pictures were posted on Twitter last night, of Alison and the Boys of Asking playing strip poker. the many pictures posted were mainly of Alison as she was left bare chested. The last picture posted was of James cassells and Alison asleep together. Ronnie Radke has yet not posted anything on twitter about the current matter" came the voice of the news reporter, "i knew Ben was up to something when he suggested Strip poker" James said really pissed off, i just staired at the screen in shock, the pictures were all over the Telly, i quickly went on to the internet, they were all over there too. i didn't know what to say or do, but i got up walked over to Bens bunked and pulled him so he fell on the floor, "what the fuck you doing" he shouted looking up, "i hope you burn alive Ben Bruce, i hope one day you have your heart ripped out and shredded, i hope you suffer when you die, and lastly i hate you" i screamed, everyone woke up looking slightly confused, i grabbed my bag, pulled on a hoodie and headed towards the door, James grabbed my arm which i soon ripped out of his grip. I stormed off the bus and went over to the FIR bus, Ronnie wasn't awake yet so i packed my clothes and sat waiting till he woke up, which wasn't that long after. he walked in and looked at me slightly confused, "where you going?" he asked, "i'm going back, Ronnie i can't stay here anymore, Ben is trying to ruin everything and once you watch the news, check twitter or what every you will understand why, and i'm sorry i let it happen, though not alot happend. but still i need to give up drinking before i can ever think about a relationship, Ronnie i love you but i know Ben has ruined this" i kissed his cheak, grabbed my suitcases then left. i walked to town, got a taxi to the Airport, where i got a ticket back to Sams town my home town. i rang Sams parents while i was waiting for the plane, they were going to pick me up at the airport. when my plane was called, i took the long walk to the my seat, i then watched as the town below got smaller then disappeared, a tear escaped as i thought about everything i was leaving behind. the plane journey was short but it felt like id sat there for hours, once id got off and got my bags i saw Sams parents, i wiped away any tears, and walked over to them, Sams dad took my suitcases while sams mum pulled me into a hug, "its going to be ok" she whispered. once we were back at the house i locked my self in my room, Ronnie had wrote on twitter saying, "i have lost the love of my life, all because of some idiot, @Ben Bruce you best watch your back" i felt bad for leaving Ronnie but i knew he could do better then me.

1 week later, 

i hadn't left my room once, Sams mum bought me food up which i bearly touched, James rang me 10 times a day and i never answered, Danny rang me aboout the same, as did sam and cameron and at one point Ben even rang me, but i just ignored my phone, id have so many missed calls from Ronnie that if my phone didn't keep count id have lost count, he was either ringing me or texting me all day everyday accept for when he was on stage but i didn't reply to any. i just felt like i wanted to disappear. i kept watching warped videos, and Ronnie looked sad in them all, once show i was shocked, "hey guys ok me and Craig don't get on but i asked him if my band could cover one of his songs as i think it fits my life right now, this is harder then you know,"

you said this could only get better
There's no rush 'cause we have each other
You said this would last forever
But now I doubt if I was your only lover

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
'Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I'll go away (I'll go away)
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain
So where's the fire, you've begun the rain

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you're driving me so crazy

And if you don't want me then
I guess I'll have to go (I guess I'll have to go) 
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)

So I'll make the call
And I'll leave today
I'm gonna miss you 'cause I love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today
And leaving always drives me crazy

Leaving always drives me crazy

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go (I'm trying to let go)
Not loving you is harder than you know
'Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

And if you don't want me then
I guess I'll have to go (I guess I'll have to go)
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you're driving me so crazy

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you're driving me so crazy 

"I miss you Ali" Ronnie said as he walked off stage, "sorry guys for cutting the show short, but Ronnies having a tough time lately" Ryan said just as they all left the stage. A tear escaped and i just felt worse, i ran to the bathroom and threw up what little i had eatten that day, Sams mum ran upstairs, "are you ok chick" she said wetting a flannel and passing it me, "yeah i'm fine" i lied, "no you're not, right we are going to see Sam he will talk some sense into you" she said picking me up and dragging me to my room, she threw some clothes at me then left the room, i got changed, pulled my hair so it was now up in a bobble, then i walked downstairs, i put some slip on shoes then went to the car, i waited for Sams mum to come out then i got in the car, she drove us to the prison where Sam was currently held, when i saw him i felt even worse, "Alison what happened, Ronnies made himself Ill and you look like shit, you need to go sort this out with him, and this im not suggesting, you will go sort this out with him" Sam demanded, he walked over to me and pulled me into a huge hug, i felt like me again in Sams arms, i missed his hugs he was my best friend/ fake brother. His mum had managed to arrange us to be able to have a private room so he was not behind a screen. i hugged him back and i just wanted him to be able to come home with us when we left, "remember sort things with Ronnie" he said as he he let me out of the hug and we left, once we were back at Sams i sat in the kitchen and Sams mum made me steak and fries as i was all of a sudden really hungry, i ate them, then went to find out where warped were at the moment, pensilvannia, i booked a ticket online for the next day, i packed a little bag, then went to bed, i woke up early ate breakfast with Sams mum before she drove me to the airport, where i got on the flight to Ronnie, the flight was slightly longer then my last one, but it still seemed not long enough, once i landed i got a taxi to warped, when i got there i got out my passes which they kind of gave me a dodgy look but let me in, i walked over to the Falling in reverse bus, just as i got there the door opened....... 


Sorry i haven't updated in a while, but i hope you enjoyed this chapter and please comment what you think <3 

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