I Choose You

When I was your man

*Farrell PoV*

Ketika bel pulang berbunyi, tak memperdulikan suara panggilan teman-teman gue menuju parkiran sekolah dan mengemudikan mobil gue kecepatan diatas rata-rata. Pikiran gue saat ini benar-benar kacau.

Gue menyalakan radio di mobil gue, untuk mengurangi rasa sepi dan siapa tau membuat beban pikiran gue menjadi rileks.

One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain.

Gue mulai menurunkan kecepatan, berusaha mengendalikan pikiran gue.

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now

Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same

When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down

'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

 

Namanya kembali terniang dalam benak gue.

Gwen Syareefa Putri.  Gak ada yg berubah dari sosoknya cantiknya.  Masih Gwen yg sama yg membuat gue terpesona padanya.  Masih Gwen yg sama yg membuat gue sangat mencintainya.

It all just sounds like oooooh…

Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize

That I should've bought you flowers

And held your hand

Should've gave you all my hours

When I had the chance

Take you to every party

'Cause all you wanted to do was dance

Now my baby's dancing

But she's dancing with another man

 

Yang membuat gue kecewa adalah ketika melihat kebencian yg tidak ditutup-tutupi di mata coklat indah itu ketika melihat gue. Tapi bukan gue namanya kalo gak bisa menyembunyikan kekecewaan gue.

Gue kembali teringat ketika mengingat pernah membuat mata indah itu meneteskan air mata.

Dan semua itu salah gue.

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways

Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life

Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, ohh…

And it haunts me every time I close my eyes

 

Perasaan yg lama telah gue kubur dalam-dalam perlahan mulai kembali ke permukaan.

It all just sounds like oooooh…

Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize

That I should've bought you flowers

And held your hand

Should've gave you all my hours

When I had the chance

Take you to every party

'Cause all you wanted to do was dance

Now my baby's dancing

But she's dancing with another man

 

-When I Was Your Man (Bruno Mars)

 

Hah! I make my mistake when I let you go, now I'll not let you go again. You're mine. Now and forever.

I am not gonna let you dancing with another man.

Gue nyoba bikin dari sudut pandangnya Farrell. Gue gak pernah bisa bikin dari sudut pandang cowok gak tau kenapa, mungkin karena gue emang gak bener-bener ngerti sama cara pikir mereka. 

Oke di mulmed ada Nadhif Abel Pranaja,Kakak gantengnya Gwen. Anggap aja matanya coklat ya. hueheheheh.