My Thoughts

Do I Dare?

you're always here and there

i can't stop thinking about all things that remind me of you

you're like a ghost in the past that haunts me everyday

it gets harder and harder, especially when it seems easier

it's all my fault, or so i think

you make me crazy, i'm so confused,

all i know is that you are too caught up in your own shoes,

it's so obvious you forgot

i'm apparently not as important as i thought

little things don't let me forget you,

i miss the person that you were,

all the laughs that we shared,

all the memories flash like a blurr

are we meant to move on,

forget our friendship and strong bond,

was i really, just another pawn

i really thought that what we had was special,

and that we would be best friends forever,

but i guess i wasn't really that clever

i made new friends to show i don't care,

but who am i kidding, it's all pretend,

you don't seem to miss me the slighest, it really isn't fair,

I'm struggling and trying, but my heart won't mend

i miss you i miss you

do i dare to say i want you back in my life

even though you were never really true

but i don't know if i can because you cut my heart with a sharp knife

who are you now,

are you different at all,

all i have to say is wow-

you forget me and dropped me like a dead ball