My Thoughts

Never ever.

My heart aches while your love hesitates,

My lips are trembling from the sobs breaking through.

I can't hold it anymore,

I refuse to have this heartbreak destroy me further,

It kills me inside and out,

My body is weak, 

I start to stutter,

There shouldn't be struggles,

My heart rate's increasing,

Don't you feel it too? 

Is it just me who feels the need to be near you?

Is it impossible for you to understand?

I want to be wherever your two feet land,

Why is it just me?

I want this dream to come true,

Don't wake me up from this fantasy,

It feels much better than reality,

Why does it seem so one-sided,

This bond that we share that must be united,

Am I missing something?

Is it an element I'm lacking?

Am I too innocent and naive,

Or is it much simpler than that?

I'm not what you are looking for,

I see now, I comprehend,

It's you not me,

The most overused cliché of time,

The one that fails to explain anything,

The one that keeps you heartbroken,

Why is it complicated?

I'm lost in my hopelessness,

It's straightforward, painless,

No need to elaborate,

I want to be next to you day and night,

Never wanting you out of my sight,

We could fly together,

Reach for the stars forever.

It would be enough.

It really would.

Just you and me,

Me and you,

Forever and ever.

Never apart,

Never ever.