My Thoughts

Hey to you, bye too:

Is it hard for you to tell me goodbye?

Are you not able to wait until you can see me and say "hey"?

It feels like this is only one-way...

I think I miss you, as much as I hate to say-

it sure is going to be a huge price to pay.

Can I go back and recant all that was put open at bay?

You should have never have pretended as if you care,

It just made things harder to bare,

Was it some horrible dare,

Does stabbing my heart seem fair?

Maybe things are going well for you,

I wish I could say touche,

Alas, fate is cruel,

I challenge you to a duel:

-let's see who can bid farewell forever and dump everything we had into a never-ending drowning pool.

Miss you, love you, but the million dollar question, is it enough?

You sure do need to be tough,

Everything between us now like attic prone old stuff.

How'd it become a huge mess,

It must be because day by day you cared less and less,

It was your fault, admit it, say yes.

Again, is it enough?

Will it tape together the broken fragments,

What we had is now unfortunately worth old cents,

Your impacts are nothing but old dents.

With time, the tears fade,

You are able to pretend you never needed aid,

I didn't stab your heart with a sharp blade.

I say goodbye,

Do you dare try,

Try and make me stop cry,

Hold me in your arms once more without your lips escaping a lie?

Should I give you a chance,

Ask me to a final slow dance,

One that we share under the moonlight,

Another day we can remember without a fight.

I ask you again,

-Is that enough?

My mind says to shun you out,

while my heart opens up again without a doubt,

What can I do, it can't rationalize when you pout.

I beg of you, don't starve me, leave me, and make me wallow in another drought.

If I say hi, will you say goodbye?