The smell of tequila and beers woke me up this morning.. I'm alone in the bus when I woke up. I wandered around the bus, hoping for a single body here with me. But no one showed up. So maybe they are outside, including Kara. I rushed outside and founded out that they were there. They all looked at me. I studied their faces and started to wonder why Kara wasnt with them.
" hey where did Kara go?"
" she said she's gonna buy something and.. I dont know" Rian shrugged
" oh yeah I forgot. You wore the same clothes in three straight days" Alex reminded me. I looked down at my clothes, its getting dirty and smelly at the same time.
" yep, thanks for reminding me, Gaskarth"
" no problem"
I headed back to the bus. But somebody called out my name so I was forced to stop. It was Kara. She's smiling, asusual. And with her are two paper bags of glamour kills.
" Cherish, let's go inside of the bus. I've got something for you" she pulled me inside the bus. We both sat on the bunk and she held me the two glamour kills paper bag " these are for you"
" how did you know that-"
" Rian told me everything."
" aw Kara, you shouldnt have. Seriously, I couldnt accept these because I'm just a girl you've just met yesterday and-"
" no Cherish, go ahead try one"
" mmkay... thanks Kara" I smiled
She smiled back " you're welcome"
I tried one of the t- shirts that she gave me. I slipped on the one that's color violet with a flying pig picture on the middle of it. I tried on the jeans that she gave me too. After that I fixed myself and sprayed a little perfume which I always have it in my pocket. I dont know how she knows my size cause it fits.
I looked down at my clothes while I'm stepped outside the bathroom. Then I looked up and smiled to Kara. She looked at me up and down with a big smile on her face.
" I guess its-"
" Its perfect Cherish! you looked amazing!"
" thanks Kara" I smirked.
A little while, Alex went in the bus. He suddenly stopped and stared at me. " where the hell did you get those clothes?" he pointed at me.
" Kara gave me these"
" oh" he headed to the backlounge and picked up all the bottles that are scattered on the floor.
" seriously, are you guys always like this? Like... you always drink at the end of the day or every after concert?"
" its our last day of tour last night. We always celebrate when the tour is done. And we're going back home later"
Home. I wonder where shall I go? My home was very far away from here but I'm desperate to go back. Its like they forgot about me. Cause I'm just a girl that dropped a camera on the ATL's vocalist and then I ended up here. Ended in here unprepared for a upcoming war. Maybe I shoiuld just leave and find a place to stay around here. But I'm to shy to ask someone around for me to stay. I wish I haven't stayed a little longer in the line.
I sat at the back lounge and watched them packing up their things. And then I glanced outside the window. Thingking about home makes me wanna cry. I dont know why. Its probably cause I miss my home. A tear rolled down my cheeck but I quickly wipe them away.
Jack started opening the curtains of each bunk " hey, has anybody seen my pillo-" he was cut off when he saw me staring out the window ans wiping my eye. He gave me a concerned look " hey Alex!"
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