sorry its kinda long. But this is the favorite chapter that I wrote so far. Enjoi :)
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Cherish's pov-----------------
Tour day. They are all packing up there bags. The bus is soon to come and I'm feeling all alone. I went in Kara's room, gonna help her pack up her things. I dont feel good today, not in my normal mood. I'm not sick or anything, I just dont feel contented that Alex dont know me yet. I cant wait for there tour to end, in that case, Jack would help me out.
I was carrying some t-shirts untill I stumbled and dropped them all. I sighed, kneeled down to pick them. Kara, who was observing me almost all this time help me.
" I can do this Cherish, you need some rest"
" no, I'm okay Kara. I'll handle this"
" you're not okay. I can sense it through your actions"
I looked down " fine I'm not" I sat on her bed and folded some t-shirts instead " hope you guys have a great time"
" aaw Cherish" she moaned and ast beside me " to be honest, its not gonna be fun without you"
" if I were there, I'm sure lots of troubles will happen"
" dont think of it that way"
Rian entered the room and gave me a big smile. I smiled weakly back at him " dont eat too much during the tour"
" are- are making fun of me?"
I giggled " maybe"
Kara laughed, she went to Rian to give him a kiss on the cheeck " you know her, always fooling around"
" yep" I nodded " that's me"
" by the way, are you okay now?" Rian asked as he wrapped his arms around Kara's waist.
" I'm fine" I gave him a thumbs up " dont worry too much. It can kill"
He giggled " yeah I know"
I stood up " I'm just gonna get some snack"
As soon as I left the room, my escastic smile faded away. Wishing that I never exist and they would never worry about me. The question with the okay word is just the most painful and question that I had ever encountered. Cause I'm lying, and my answer was never the truth. Maybe a chocolate will help, it always ease my depression. Like I was depressed at my dog's death and I asked Beatrice to buy me a pack of chocolates. Yep, I overcomed it because of chocolate.
On my way to the kitchen, I bumped on to Alex. He looked down at me, carrying his laptop. I rolled my eyes and continued on my way.
" hey, I'm sorry"
" its fine" I murmured " its my fault for being small"
" then we're good"
I grabbed a butter finger from the freezer. I bumped on Alex again when I was about to go back upstairs.
He sighed as he pushed me softly away from him " you just cant resist me, can you?"
I scoffed " excuse me? maybe its the other way around"
" other way around? duh Jones, its fucking obvious already"
" that's not true Gaskarth. I never liked you!"
He paused for a moment and moved out of the way " sorry if I got it wrong"
" .. he- hey I-"
" the man has arrived, bitches!" Jack entered the house. Bringing a lot of bags with him. Followed by Zack who was dragging his bag on the floor.
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