Alex hasnt come back yet and its already 12 am. Its a miracle that I'm still awake. I'm laying on my bed and staring at the wall clock. Where the hell is he? Thingking about him is keeping me awake. I sat up and opened the big window beside my bed. I look up to the stars that gleam in the dark sky. I realize that my feelings are slowly developing to Alex all along. And now its completely developed. Yet, I still treat him badly in my life and I felt guilty about it. I wish I was a star, so where ever he is, I'll still be shining on his way home.
Later on, I heard a loud noise coming from downstairs. I didnt bother checking it out cause maybe its just a rat or something. After that, I heard a loud, angry and seemed to be pissed off knock coming from my door
I groaned " chill down! I'm coming" as I opened the door, I was surprised to see Alex standing infront of me. Of course I was glad for him to be back home safetly. But he looks all wasted and drunk " Alex, where have you been? And why are you-" I was cutted off when he pushed me inside the room and closed the door behind him.
" how dare you Cherish" he finally spoke up, drunkly.
" how dare me? What did I do wrong this time?"
" see? Even now you havent realize it. Realize how I feel about you. Its probably cause I'm as asshole right?"
" Alex I-" I was stunned to know that Alex have same feelings for me all along.
" And now you're with Jack. That means after all our times together were nothing to you"
" Alex, I was with Jack cause I'm hel-"
" shut up!" he pushed me on the bed. It made me sit on it.
" let me first explain, PLEASE!" I particullarly yelled to defend myself
" NO! you've already explained yourself too much"
" but you wont even let me-" I suddenly felt a pair of lips on mine. Alex slowly pushed me down the bed. I can feel the temptation crawling up my body. Alex lips felt so good that it takes away all my problems that I'm worrying right now. I never felt like this before. I'm hard to get, that's what my friends said. But I guess I'm not that hard to get after all cause Alex got me. Alex and I started making out. He slowly took off my clothes without me bothering it. And I didnt even push him away.
Suddenly someone opened the door " hey what's with all the yellin- Alex?" It was Rian together with Kara. There eyes widen when they saw the both of us on bed. Guess we woke them up.
Alex quickly stood up from bed " GO AWAY! We got an unfinished business here"
" Alex, you're drunk. Come on" he pulled Alex out of the room
" NO! Let me go!" he yelled as Rian is pulling him to his room.
As soon as they left, Kara sat beside me " Cherish, are you okay?" she fixed my t-shirt which is almost showing my body.
I stared at her " yeah" I took a deep breath and smiled " yeah I'm good. I'm fine"
" that's good. You look tired, have a rest" she stood up. I lay on the bed and hugged a pillow." sleep tight Cherish" she said as she left.
" you too Kara" I closed my eyes and relaxed. I'm sure Alex didnt mean that cause he's drunk. But is it true that he got those feelings for me? And the way he kissed me, its like he really mean it. I can even see the pain his eyes when he told me that I was with Jack. I can feel how upset and hurt he is. What a foolish girl I am.
I woke up, freezing. I forgot to close the window last night. Last night.. I would never forgert that night.
" you fucked with Cherish last night?" a sudden question came from downstairs.
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