We'll get Justice - Chardre (completed)

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Italics= thought's

Charlie's POV

I woke up in an unfamiliar bed. I was alone. I wasn't wearing my clothes, instead a hospital gown.

I was in a hospital. Suddenly Leo walked into the room with a bottle of water. He looked like he had been crying.

"B-babe, where are we?" I stuttered.

"Charlie! Oh my god you're awake." Leo exclaimed throwing his arms around me.

He planted a kiss on my lips and i kissed back.

"What happened? Where are we? Why are we here? How did we get here? I'm so confused." I rambled.

"Um y-you had an infection and it caused you to faint when you were on your way to the shop." Leo explained to me.

"What kind of infection?" I asked.

"F-from c-cutting." Leo replied bursting into tears.

"I-i'm sorry. " I said, tears streaming down my cheeks.

"Leo c'mere." I added.

He climbed onto the very uncomfortable bed and layed his head on my chest. I kissed his hair and held him close.

I knew i shouldn't have cut again.

Flashback

I woke up to an empty bed. Where was Leo?

I checked my Instagram feed and saw that he was out having breakfast with the beard. Damn he needed to shave it off.

Why didn't he tell me?

Maybe he really does love her?

Maybe I'm just his bit of fun in the side?

Did he even ever love me?

Who am i kidding, no one could ever love me. I am a worthless peice of shit, i always have been and i always will be.

Cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut.

The thought of cutting again wouldn't go away.

I scrolled through the comments on my most recent post. Most of them were negative.

"See you are a worthless peice of shit Charlie. It wouldn't hurt anyone if you cut one more time. No one loves you anyway. You know you want to. You know you need to." The voice in my head said.

"Shut up." I mumbled.

"You want to, you need to. It will help." The voice added.

"No I can't." I muttered to myself.

"you can. You know you want to. Who's gonna care anyway?" The voice said.

That made me think, Who was going to care?

"That's right , no one." The voice said to me.

"Fuck it." i mumbled.

I charged over to the bathroom and tried to find the razors.

I found Leo's one. It had been used.

I dropped it onto the floor and stamped on it, breaking it.

I grabbed the blade off of the floor and pulled my sleeve up, uncovering my wrist.

I put the blade to my skin and slid it across my old scars causing blood to pour out.

"More more more more more more." The voice chanted in my mind.

1 cut , 2 cut , 3 cut ,4 cut , 5 cut-

"Charlie can you get ready for soundcheck please. Leo will meet you there." Steve called from the other side of the door.

"Yeah I'm on it. Have you got any plasters? I-ive got a blisters from those new shoes that i bought the other day." I lied.

"Yes I'll get you some." Steve replied.

"Thanks." I said as i heard him walk away.

2 minutes later he was back with the plasters.

"Slide them under the door please. I'm naked, just got out the shower." I lied again.

"There you go. You have to be there in 40 minutes so hurry." Steve said.

I cleaned the blood up from my cuts and put the plasters on.

I went and got dressed, making sure that i was wearing a long sleeved shirt to cover up my plaster covered wrists

I grabbed my phone and put it in my pocket and once i was fully ready i put on my hat and made my way to sound check.

I was setting up the sound for my ear plugs with Mason our sound manager when i felt a familiar pair of arms wrap around my waist.

"He baby." The person said.

Of course it was Leo. I was about to reply when i remembered what he did this morning and that i was just his bit of fun on the side.

I unwrapped his arms from my waist and walked away with tears in my eyes.

End of flashback

I explained what happened to Leo.

"I'm sorry and I'm an idiot, I'll never cut again, ever." I said.

"It's my fault." Leo accused himself.

"No it's not baby. It's mine, i jumped to conclusions and it was the comments that made me cut not you. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me." I told him, trying to make him feel less bad.

"I'm sorry." Leo said crying.

"No I'm sorry. I'm sorry that i was so selfish. I'm sorry that i put you through all this. You deserve better than me." I replied honestly.

"No i don't. You say that i deserve the world and you are my world. I don't care what you put me through because I'm always going to be here weather you like it or not. You're not selfish you just misunderstood thats all and you understand now that i really do love you more than i love anyone else." Leo said.

At this point i was crying happy tears. I was so lucky to have him. I love him so much.

"I love you too." I replied honestly.

"By the way, who found me?" I added.

Suddenly, Anthony walks in.

"Him." Leo said squeezing my hand.

"Look, Charlie i don't want your money and if you don't want to consider me your Dad then that is fine with me. Whatever makes you happy but you are my boy, my own flesh and blood. The only thing i want is to have you back in my life. I am really sorry that i left you but the truth is, your Mum payed me to stay away." Anthony admitted.

What did he say?

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Word length: 1068

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