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Charlie's POV

I woke up again wanting to cut.

Leo looked so peaceful while sleeping.

I know that he said that i didn't have to hesitate to wake him up if i needed to be comforted but if i did that i would honestly feel like such a freak.

I decided to get up from the couch with out waking Leo up and i went to get my shoes and coat on.

I needed a distraction so i figured maybe a walk on my own would do the trick and maybe give me some time to think.

I picked up my keys making a loud noise causing Leo's eyes to shoot open.

"Babe, what are you doing?" Leo asked me sleepily.

"Just going for a walk to clear my head that's all." I replied.

"Do you want me to come with you?" He asked.

"No thanks. I need to be alone." I said.

"Are you sure that you're okay." He asked concerned.

So many questions.

"I'm fine."

"You don't look it." Leo replied.

"I SAID I'M FINE!" I yelled.

I walked out and slammed the door behind me.

I walked down the streets in the pitch black. It was pouring with rain and was like a ghost town pretty much.

I kept walking.

Why are you such a screw up Charlie?

"Because I'm me."

Why do you have to listen to everyone else all the time?

"Because it's rude to ignore people."

Why do you take their advice instead of mine?

"Because they actually make sense. They are not in my head unlike you."

But are they smarter?

"I don't want to be rude but yes they are smarter than you."

You honestly think they care? Do you still think that Leo loves you?

"Shit i fucked up."

Yes you really did.

"How can i fix it?"

The usual. Show him how much you love him.

"Okay. I got it."

What?

"You said to show him how much i love him, whoever you are, so I'm going to do exactly that."

what are you planning?

"I'm going to propose."

You're mad.

"Don't need to tell me twice."

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length: 359

Again this was a short chapter but i am currently really busy revising for my exams next week.

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~Elle xx

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