Am i ready?

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Brads POV

it's been a couple of weeks now and so many thoughts rushes through my mind, I had something I desperately wanted to ask Lindsey but I felt reluctant because I was scared of what could happen. I decided I had to speak to Tristan, he normally gives me the best advice even though he is the craziest out of all of us.
I wait patiently for Tristan, I couldn't help but let my nerves get the better of me causing me to start shaking and tapping my foot continuously on the ground. As I continue I hear the door bell ring meaning it was Tristan.
I shake all my nerves off and walk towards the door, I open it and smile at Tristan.
"Hi brad, haven't heard from you in a while" he said pulling me into a hug. I laugh and hug him back, I close the door and we both go into the living room where jay was on the couch

 I laugh and hug him back, I close the door and we both go into the living room where jay was on the couch

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And Gordon was playing with his toys beside the Jay.

I rub the back of Gordon's head and Tristan and I sit down on the couch and I began telling him everything that was going through my head not worried if the boys would hear

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I rub the back of Gordon's head and Tristan and I sit down on the couch and I began telling him everything that was going through my head not worried if the boys would hear. Once I finished I felt a huge weight disappear, It had been dragging me down for so long and now that I had told Tristan it was finally gone.
"Well mate, I don't see why you shouldn't say, you can only ask and see what you get, just between you and me I personally think you'll be very happy with the answer, you need to say something it's the right time, and by the way you don't have to be ready" he explained filling me with confidence, Tristan then leaves after our 3 and a half hour conversation leaving me with the boys, I sat down and played the the boys for a few hours until Lindsey cape home from her day out, something she hasn't had in a while, and by that I mean almost 3 years of her life. She walks in and kisses the top of my head and and smiles and the boys giving them both hugs, I think about what I need to say and I finally come decide I need to wait a little bit longer, I need a couple of days but I need to check something out so I am prepared.
"I need to go and check something I'll be back in a few minutes" she nods and starts speaking the boys, I rush upstairs and grab my laptop, I finally find what I'm looking for and I immediately phone Tristan.
"Tris I found it" I say in a whisper so Lindsey won't here.
"Oh you found them" he replies.
"Yeah, I have ordered it and I'll do it in a couple of days" I say.
"Man she'll say yes" Tristan says noticing my nerves.
"How do you know that" I say.
"I know because she loves you, you have two children soon to be three, of course she'll want to marry you" he reassured me.
"I hope so" I say, we finish our conversation and I go back downstairs seeing Lindsey with the boys. I smile and sit down with them and all I can think about is if Lindsey will say yes to becoming my wife.

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