HIS: Princess (Seokjin) | {Book 7} ✔️

{XIV}

So...what do you think? This chapters a little bit sad.

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And it never was.

My life without my Princess had been empty and useless.

It had been incomplete without her.

Since that time, she had avoided me.

The next time I saw her, she had walked to school with Sungkyu their hands intertwined together.

As my eyes saw the two together, I did not understand. The chemistry between us before, had I made it up?

I wanted to rip his hands from his wrists. Sungkyu didn't deserve her. He didn't understand how beautiful my Princess was. He didn't understand how to treat her and how to make her feel special.

But, my Princess had looked so happy that I couldn't dare come in between. I couldn't question it.

I was dying after that.

I was tortured everyday, with dreams and hopes but my Princess was taken and that was painful. It was so painful that I could not keep myself in check.

I was hurting.

It hurt so much to know that my Princess was taken.

That she was not mine, but someone else's.

I wanted to be the one.

I had wanted to be her prince.

No, I was her Prince.

She was my Princess and I was her Prince.

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Near graduation...

We were at the bonfire at school. A special tradition or so at our school for the graduating class.

Because Sungkyu was the President, he had other duties and while he was busy, I stole her away.

I needed to. I needed to talk to her.

Before we graduate and go our separate ways, I needed to know the truth.

Away from eyes and in the empty room of our home room from sophomore year, I stole the kisses that had always belonged to me. I took back the lips that only deserved to be touched by me.

To me, Sungkyu was the villain.

My hands pulled hers away from my chest and pushed them above her head as I kissed those sweet lips of sugar. My hips pushed deeper into her pelvis with a free hand I pulled a thick thigh soft around me as I pressed the obvious evidence of my sexual desire for her against the sacred crevice as we stumbled to the floor.

"Jin..." I muffled her mouth once more as my tongue went deeper into her mouth, leaving her gasping for breath. 

"Princess," my voice growled as the wanton lust grew bigger.

I wanted to be buried inside of her as I spilled my sperm into her. I wanted to let the hot liquid impregnate her properly so that her stomach would bloat with my child.

Our child that would grow inside of her. The first of many...

"Stop!" She pushed me away and the pain and longing grew bigger, and worse. The black hole inside me was sucking me in.

She pulled her legs away and in as she crawled back away from me to the wall behind her. My hands reached for her as she slapped it away.

"Stop it. You're unlike yourself." Her words seemed to nip at me but the blood didn't even flow. Not anymore anyway...

"Don't do this Princess. You want me." I whispered as the hunger in my eyes burned. I felt crazier, more in power and high. I went closer to her, not stopping until she was blocked by the walls. "You're wet for me."

"That's..." her eyes trailed to the arms that blocked her from escaping because at the end of it was fingers coated in her honey. I wasn't so naive to have her escape so easily.

"Princess, let me bury," my hands unzipped the pants until it stood free from it's prison, "this inside of you and make you a queen."

My hands found her melons and squeezed them harshly until my Princess let out a moan. I pulled away her shirt to reveal those large, soft boobs that needed showering of kisses. Her soft breasts were riddled with hickeys, her bra pushed to the side.

"Jin..." I closed my eyes as her moans intoxicated my mind.

Drunk by thoughts of her, I pushed inside of her as her nails dug into my skin and my name was all she knew.

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Over and over again I thrusted inside of her, stretching her tight hold on me. We did this until the fireworks were exploded above us and the music slowed to a slower beat.

Our bodies trembled from our first time together. The moments had been magical and one that I would never forget.

"I love you." I kissed her cheeks.

With a deep sigh, her eyes full of emotions she broke my heart, "No you don't."

Why does she keep saying I didn't love her?

"How would you know my heart?" I watched her carefully as I pulled my satisfied meat out of her sticky, and also satisfied bud. I wished she would have told me she loved me. "When all you know how to do is break it?"

Why do you keep lying?

"Jin, you're mistaken." She had said, her words sharp and cruel. Her face became serious again, the love that she had had was gone. As the pleasure of our first time together passed, she was going back to being cold to me.

"No I'm not. Why can't I be that person?" I chortled. Now it was getting more painful. How did she break me apart without even trying? Unbearable as my fingers began to numb and my head began to spin.

I didn't care as long as I got answers from her. I was dying without my Princess. And this was my last chance.

"Why can't i be your Prince?" I whimpered.

Princess...please.

She sighed, her eyes were sad. Why were they sad, if she was saying all these lies?

"Seokjin, boys like you don't like girls like me." Her eyes were sad as she spoke softly, as if it slashed her heart too. Then why did she say it?

"What does that mean?" My face contorted in pain and in confusion. I didn't get what she was saying. What kind of boy was I and what kind girl was she?

"You know what I mean." My Princess just sighed again as she stepped away from me. She got further and further away from me. "Whatever this is, it'll pass."

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That was how we graduated.

My life passed and I focused on myself. No matter how I tried dating, or meeting someone new, they were never enough.

Never.

Only she was.

Because only she made my life useless and full at the same time. My Princess was the only one who made my heart beat. Only she made me a Prince and not the heartless being I was.

That was who she was.

My Princess was my reason.

I wanted to be her Prince but I couldn't be. She chose another to be her Prince and that broke me.

But the sad thing was, the person who could save me from the pain was the one who had inflicted it.

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Princess/you have her reasons why she rejected him. It's just that he doesn't know why yet.